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I would like an opinion on something that I have noticed in my relationship with my family. Especially with my mother.
My relationship with my mother has been good and improved a lot in the last years. However things get strange when my past is somehow remembered.
For you understand the situation need to understand the context .. then I'll talk a little about this pass that I refer to ..
I had really hard times at school .. At first I had some learning flaws .. and my income was the smallest of the class .. So some classmates solved moking me .. That was in the time of my 6 years and I was still learning to read .. every time I received the result of a test .. some classmates came to my portfolio to show that their grade was better than mine ..
At first I was recovering in all school subjects .. Once my mother went to take me to do the recovery test .. and a colleague of mine said that I was stupid .. My mother said she had also been in recovery. and then she said, "Yes, but not in all matters." My mother did not say anything else and we went home.
Over time my grades improved and I became a good student. However, many of my classmates did not like that. And began the time when he was totally isolated in school ..
When I got a good note my colleagues then started clapping at me in an ironic way .. and also kind of gave me the parables ironically (I can not translate English in the way they spoke, but it was very ironic). And of course they were not happy with my improvement.
At that time I lost all the friends that I believed I had, I was totally isolated in the hour of fear .. Some people invented that some garo was interested in me .. What I never believed because it was always a lie ..
After a while following people and being ignored I started not to grow any further. I think I was agonized .. I can not explain the reason .. but I started to walk in circles at the time of recess without wanting to notice .. I was about 13 when this happened .. My mother was called in the school because a When she saw me doing this, she talked to her mother. And then the girl's mother went to school to say that she would not allow her daughter to study along with the mentally retarded (the retarded would be me). My mother came to talk to me and told me to stop doing it .. And since I did not realize that I was doing it I began to lean against the wall and lie there all the time in the interval
And so it was my routine at school for years .. There was not one person I could call friend .. Until I totally gave up having friends .. concludes that it was not for me .. And that only changed when I was 23 years old and found Danny (my cadence mate).
Now back to my mother. I remember some things that my mother said to me at that time .. like what happened to me was normal and what happened in all the schools .. or that they did what they did because I did not know how to defend myself ..
Including once my sister told her an answer she gave to a classmate who tried to moking her. My mother said: That's right, it may be like Lú that lets the pessies do what they want with her. "I felt pitiful but did not say anything ..
Time passed and we never talked about it .. Until my mother heard something about bullyng on the radio and asked why I never said anything ..
And every time this question comes up I have to hold on because I feel like responding like this: "because you thought it was silly, or because you thought it only happened because I did not know how to defend myself"
I really did not talk much .. because when I got home I did not want to remember school .. I would rather stare, watch TV or play with my sister ..
That was the answer I gave her. And it's true .. but I find it kind of strange to say she did not know .. because she knew enough to say that I did not know how to defend myself and that I should act like my sister in those situations ..
She knew that I had asked her to change schools .. She preferred not to change because my grades were high .. and she feared I would not adpete in another school .. So at least I did not feel comfortable there, she knew.
But every time this subject comes up it is quest because I did not say anything .. or said that I should have said something .. These comments bother me a little and things end up getting tense ..
Also, I do not see much sense in discussing this at the moment .. I do not want to discuss this, .. this has already happened and I want to follow my life .. but this matter is arising between me and my mother and I do not understand exactly the reason for this happening happen. And when the subject comes up it seems that I do not quite know how to handle the situation ..
So sad that you have go through that! But I hope you find your 'medicine' or what specifically is needed for your recovery.
All the best to you and your healing process from me.
Maybe if you got the chance this could be interesting to read; look for Diane's reply a bit below (or Maureen's - it's the same information)
12 Stages/Facets of Healing
Clear ! You are correct, I have noticed that once I give my questions on a live chat that the Michaels answer them all and if I interrupt he continues to answer my original questions until done and then if time addresses my interruptions....so I have learned Not to interrupt....it makes sense what you are saying that knowing the topic can give Troy an ease to the session......
i think I will try to answer my dreams on my own, asking essence for help....and if they persist I might do the dream session.
thank u for ur answer
@Pia -- there are a number of public and workshop sessions that mention dreams, and a number of shared private sessions with dream interpretations. If you want a list, use the search function. Currently a search for "dreams" returns nearly 1500 results but there are options to narrow the search.
Troy can respond further if needed, but I think the reason for the named sessions is that it helps Troy prepare for his channeling day and know how much recovery time he needs if he knows the types of questions that will be asked. For some sessions he may have a typical list of things covered in that type of session to move the session along if the student draws a blank on questions.
At the same time, these named sessions are useful for you as you plan your purchase because they show you how much time it typically takes for each topic. So, if you want to ask about a dream [DREAM30], it needs at least a 30-minute session. If you want to talk about past lives [PL60], you need at least 60 minutes. And so forth.
It does not prevent you from asking about a dream or past life if you schedule an open topic session, so long as there is sufficient time in your session for Michael to do the research needed and then to present the response.
Note: It's very hard for Troy to stop Michael's response once the question has been submitted, so sometimes sessions go over time as a result, and that's really not fair to Troy. Nor is it likely to provide you with the most complete response possible, so it's in everyone's interest to ask questions that will easily fit within the time remaining in a session.
Personally, I'm less likely to pre-schedule a dream-only topic because typically my Essence "schedules" dreams for me to ask about in the day or so before my next scheduled open topic session.
However, for someone who has trouble remembering dreams, it might be a form of enforcing your intention to remember your dreams if you have a session to hold up for your Essence and say, "See here. I have this session scheduled so I need you to help me remember a useful dream so I can discuss it."