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  2. KurtisM

    ENERGY REPORT - May 2019

    "Many are in a state of inner conflict over how to navigate challenges in life and in the world that force them to behave in ways that are unnatural to them, such as “getting angry,” “drawing a line,” clarifying boundaries and redefining themselves in terms of ethical and compassionate choices and actions. We think that most of our students will have “that moment” over the next 30 to 90 days if they have not experienced it, yet." Well I had this moment today. Over something as simple as not wanting to buy a can of whipped cream for a family member. I'd rather not support an industry that harms cows. Especially not when we don't even need dairy to survive, let alone is it remotely good for us. Whipped Cream may be tasty but is that taste worth the whole devastating range of effects buying it causes? Not for me. I won't support that. I feel misunderstood and even not understood at all, but I'm not letting this moment define me. It's just a reflection that I care and an opportunity to clarify boundaries and communications. I'm finding I can be more and more emotionally expressive around others I was scared of. It's... freeing. There's another truth I realized lately. That even when I'm happy and joyful, my sadness and anger still exist. And vice versa. I have a whole range of emotions just sitting under the surface of me. So when someone else comments how happy I used to be, I remember that I wasn't just happy. I was dealing with waves of disgust, anger and sadness too, they just weren't relevant to the context of that moment. When I realize how raging I am, I remember the happy parts of me are there too, as well. I don't feel as lost and consumed by emotions now.
  3. Allison

    Abortion laws

    @Leela Corman could you post a link to some of those articles? Just curious...
  4. So I was listening to Gaby Dunn's podcast, Bad With Money, and her guest Vicki Robin (who wrote a financial best seller called Your Money or Your Life) talk a lot about intentional community and building a system of "we". It's always so delightful to see overt and obvious Mature Soul ideas being discussed freely and seeing people being so tuned into it and actually watch their minds beginning to open to these ideas as they "wake up" to the reality of where our world is heading. At one point in the conversation they start talking about creating currency, such as Time Dollars, and barter systems within their communities and recognizing places where you are a "we", be it church, or your neighborhood or your yoga class. I wanted to share in case any other weary Old Souls are stuck in surveillance looking at the world events. I hear stuff like this and I feel a measure of relief. The kids are alright. Here's a link to the podcast episode: https://www.stitcher.com/podcast/bad-with-money/e/60701519?autoplay=true
  5. CurvyWords

    ENERGY REPORT - May 2019

    I feel like my dark night of the soul is finally breaking, or maybe today is just a brief blip of light in this unending darkness BUT, I'm happy, feeling really evolved and light and like these past rough few weeks of -Otiose are finally giving way into +Purpose. Which would be nice, I'm tired of feeling lost and scared and upset about myself. I woke up this morning and burst into tears because I just felt so incredibly grateful, for my life, and for my various teachers, and my parents and chosen family. And for you guys! So hopefully things are looking up from here! @Leela Corman I'm glad you took a turn for the better this month as well!
  6. Troy

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  7. John Roth

    ENERGY REPORT - May 2019

    It's work. If you're coming in on a tourist visa, most countries want you to spend money, they don't want you earning anything while you're there. Exactly what it is that you're doing doesn't matter. The US is exactly the same way, as far as I know.
  8. Brenden

  9. Leela Corman

    Abortion laws

    Sadly it's not just the southern US. It's happening in the Midwest, as well. And these extremists are everywhere. There have been some very good pieces written recently connecting white supremacist/white nationalist beliefs with these horrific new laws and that makes complete sense to me.
  10. Johanne

    ENERGY REPORT - May 2019

    @Moonfeather if petsetting means taking care of animal, I don't quite understand why you could not! It is great that you found that nice lady. You will be like a cat and fall on your feet , I am sure of that. Let us know how that adventure will turn out ... it is like a suspense ...
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  12. Stickyflames

    20070617 Michael Speaks: Open Q&A

    Ahhhhhh this. This year has been SO confusing to me for this very reason. Neutrality scares the shit out of me and I notice , thanks to fucking meditation, I am feeling neutral about a lot of things I previously was not at all neutral towards. I keep realizing how very little I know about anything other than the fact that I chose a stance and will continue to learn about it. I feel less concerned about convincing others or declaring them wrong/ deluded/ selfish and more concerned with learning, choosing, being open. I feel less concerned about saving the world and more trusting that focusing on what I have “ control” over is the only way I can add anything to this world and that will still be out of my control. This sounds very ordinary but it is really actually terrifying to lose the momentum in an area you were deeply previously intense about. Knowing that the only thing that will propel you forward is choice and no longer craving or to subconsciously avoid a terrifying outcome. It’s the difference between lifting weights because you know it will make you “ hot” and get you lots of attention in 3 months vs. Being completely ok with your body as it is but lifting weights because you enjoy the experience of it. The latter has no intensity to it and the commitment itself creates the energy towards the action rather than what that action will reward you with. The reality of this experience is very unnerving though because at first it feels like “ who am i? What’s the point? Who cares if i am already ok?”. I have been vegan for 5 years and extremely opposed to meat and now I feel neutral about it.This is new to me. NOT apathetic, neutral. I truly care about animals , the environment, health, sustainability and supporting our movement towards caretaker roles for our planet. I still feel drawn to supporting this path. When the momentum of choice is no longer against something or about being right, it is really disorienting because you feel for the first time 100 percent responsible for your choices. This has been very confusing for me this year though , like I have been tripped and have yet to find my grounding. In the confusion I tried a piece of fish and it hurt my throat and tasted gross and it felt like i just did drugs. The neutrality feels like it is opening up new curiosities around thriving on a plant based diet and I feel more open to asking a lot more questions because I like the path of it so much. I feel open to being wrong about some ideas around it because if moving towards a plant based diet is truly the optimal solution, it will continue to stand on it’s own. I think that old soul manifestation is so terrifying because it truly feels like we are losing our definitions of self, most of us do not see how much identity we have wrapped up in pushing against things. If what we care about is authentic though, it is never lost...even if it is hard to trust that at first. Anyway, beautiful session with Michael above. I really needed to hear that because this year has been a big fucking pile of confusion and learning to define myself in a way that feels very alien to me still, but also the only way that feels sane in my body. love love.
  13. Kerrin

    Meditation - Nausea and Dizziness?

    Like @CurvyWords- I also recommend Susannah Redelfs- not only for the meditations she has posted on her website, but also as a healer. I actually consider her my etheric doctor and have healing sessions with her and The Council regularly. We don't realize how nexuses, parallel mergers and energy shifts affect us physically- ESP any of us who are planetary or energetic healers ourselves. Every session, she asks if I have been "hit by a truck" recently. So it might be worth it to have a session with her- and find out why all this is happening to you when you meditate. Trust me- the Council can fix it.
  14. Jeroen

    Jeroen's dream thread

    In my dream, I moved into a new home with a somewhat of an unusual layout. At the center of the home was a large room that resembled a cafeteria or a break room. There was a hallway around that room which connected to other small rooms that surrounded it. Each room had a wide 2" u-pipe up near the ceiling with water in it. In the pipe, was a water hose that connected to other rooms. I turned on a water pump and then the water began to flow through this tube and through each pipe located in each room. The water flowed from one room to another. As the water flowed, it appeared to be filtered along the way. While looking at one of the pipes, I somehow had gotten algae in there but the algae appeared to gradually disappear as part of this filtration process. There was another room that looked like a science lab with a workbench in it. As I was exploring my new home, I came across a cat who was sleeping on a shelf that I ran across while walking in the hallway. I ran my hand across his body. He had thick long gray hair and looked very healthy. As I did this, I noticed a small mouse who was eating food nearby. Suddenly, many more cats arrived and the one I touched woke up. There were perhaps 5-7 cats sitting next to one another in a row on a shelf. They were looking at me. On a shelf below them, I saw the mouse again who appeared content.
  15. Moonfeather

    ENERGY REPORT - May 2019

    well, this nexus can go fuck itself. I was supposed to be in the UK now. I was denied entry yesterday and I am now stuck in Calais with no idea what to do. I had 5 petsits booked that would carry me through August 31. it was lined up so perfectly and now I have to do some serious scrambling with few resources and I want to curl up and cry. I've done that, I've broken down and sobbed in public twice now. Yesterday at the border control and today at the hotel after I walked 2 miles to get here and I couldn't get myself checked in with this auto self check in system. A nice British lady found me on the steps of the hotel, knew I needed help and when she offered it, I broke down. She took my bags and helped me to my room, got me some tea and even offered me her spare bedroom in Leeds. There is no way I'm going to try to get into the UK at this point they said I could come back but I would have to prove I'm not petsitting and have a return ticket out. Oh, and I will definitely get pulled aside when I do try to enter because I have been flagged in the system. It's totally and completely fucked. And all because I was honest about why I was visiting there.
  16. SharvariJ

    ENERGY REPORT - May 2019

    This is one of the few energy reports that seem to apply to me. I did "hit a wall" at the end of last month, and things got so much better afterwards because I decided to take charge of them once and for all. It did feel like I was giving myself permission to use my power, which I had been so scared of for the past three years. I also had a moment of synchronicity when I wrote to my uncle in Ohio on the same day that he was to return home from a long trip to Chicago. He'd mentioned the date in his previous email, and coincidentally, I was writing back to him on the same date. Then something horrible happened last Friday. A friend of mine from my college days in Mumbai hung himself in a reading room at his university. I've been numb for two days, and it's all hitting me at once now. The only good thing to come out of this is all the calls and messages I've received from friends I hadn't spoken to in years, all the promises we've now made to stay in touch and be there for one another so something like this doesn't happen again. Strangely enough, though I can't tell up from down at the moment, I no longer feel as I have been these past few years--that I'm being thrown into a chaotic simulation where I don't know who I am, much less what I can do. I'm taking this one day at a time. I'm staying in Flow, which I'm told is good for people with a Goal of Growth to do once in a while. And I'm realising that Flow-ing in the Positive Pole is so, so different than stewing in depression in the Negative Pole. I think we can all sense that something big is coming. Whether this is the IS or the fall of capitalism or an alien invasion (or all three), I'm choosing to keep up hope that it will change things for the better. Hang in there, TLE people. Soon, it will be time to craft some shit.
  17. Connor

    ENERGY REPORT - May 2019

    Some lovely synchronicity happened on Friday, although not to me. I was a witness. I gave a tour of Old City Philadelphia, where the United States was born, to a family of people from Florida. As we headed inside Congress Hall, (meeting place of Congress during the 1790s, where the Bill of Rights was ratified) the family encountered some of their in-laws from South Carolina, who just so happened to be visiting Philly at the same time. Neither family-unit had seen each other in years, nor had they known of each other's Philly plans. It was a complete 'accident', running into them. Originally, the family had wanted to go inside the Pennsylvania State House (otherwise known as Independence Hall, the BUILDING where the United States was born), but tickets were already gone, so I made the decision to take them to Congress Hall instead, and if I'd chosen to bring them at a different time during the tour, or if I'd chosen a different historic site to explore, the meeting would not have happened. Later in the tour, as I showed my group Franklin Court (where Ben Franklin lived towards the end of his life), they encountered ANOTHER family they knew. This time, it was the family of a former elementary school classmate of one of the members of my tour group. Just like last time, the two families had not seen each other in years, and had no idea they'd decided to visit Philly at the same time.
  18. Leela Corman

    ENERGY REPORT - May 2019

    My experience this past week has been a breath of fresh air. Not like a giant rush of it. More like opening a window for the first time after winter ends and remembering what fresh air smells like. This is purely metaphorical for me because where I live it's been summer weather for months but anyway. After the decision I made to try to consciously lighten my energy, I got a boost of creative energy in every area of my life. And a few days ago, not unrelated, I realized that it's time to start thinking about relocating again. It's too early to say much, though I do have a lot to say. Briefly, time to get out of Florida, take my little girl back to the Northeast, for so many reasons. Political, reproductive, environmental, familial, personal (I don't want to get old far away from my best friend and cadence mate, among other things). But right now it's in the realm of thought. I know something cool will manifest from it and I'm surprised, too. Meanwhile the political situation is ever more dystopian.
  19. Christian

    ENERGY REPORT - May 2019

    I have noticed something strange. Four differnet unrelated couples within my wife and i's circle of friends are either getting divorced or that is a strong possibility. All of them were together over 15 years. And weirder. Wife: 1 couple is her cousin. 1 couple is gay friend and his husband. Me: 1 couple is a close relative. 1 couple is a gay friend and his husband. All this seems to be coming to head this weekend. The synchronicity of the two groups just seemed worthy of note given the 'cleaning house' trend this month. And I am just puzzling over it.
  20. Connor

    Bobby's Dream Thread

    That's interesting! I know someone named Patricia, although we aren't close. On two separate occasions, I've also stopped my apartment from burning down by noticing and extinguishing a smoldering trashcan before it turned into a full-blown fire. I haven't been remembering many of my dreams either, but a couple nights ago I did remember a dream in which several TLE members appeared. It took place within a hotel skyscraper. I stepped into an elevator with NickG, and the elevator whisked us up to the 45th floor so quickly that by the time we arrived, I had collapsed quivering onto the elevator floor. I picked myself up and stepped out of the elevator. Several TLE members were present on the 45th floor, including Sharvari, who was working on a box-like object which seemed to translate music into shifting hues of color. Although her box did not catch fire like mine, some of the colors were still a little 'scrambled', which meant there was more work to be done. I then encountered Maureen, and I told her that I had a crush on someone and that I needed help, and it was at that point that I woke up.
  21. ckaricai

    Meditation - Nausea and Dizziness?

    I have experienced the dizziness and nausea and headaches from meditating also. Grounding into the ground has the opposite effect. Instead of giving the energy somewhere to go it’s feeding your energy and making you more energized. Grounding is supposed to keep you from draining all your energy. It was suggested to me to skip the grounding step and instead hold hold a piece of petrified wood instead and that did help. Tho I wasn’t doing energy work with my meditations. I was just doing astral explorations. I don’t know what reiki practitioners do to move energy around safely, but i’d look into that. Edited to add: What else is going on in the room or space you are meditating in might also effect the energy in the room. If I burn incense or play music it changes the energy. I get dizzy faster and the things I visualize become more shimmery. So I no longer do those things while meditating.
  22. Bobby

    Bobby's Dream Thread

    Dreams have been VERY scarce over the last few months so remembering this one seemed significant. @Connor - Not really sure what you're up to Astrally speaking but you've shown up twice now in very recent dreams. Last night's was most bizarre. I was in your room and there was this box thingamajig that was sort of like some weird tommyknockers experiment when I noticed smoke coming from it and even a small flame had ignited. I brought it to your attention and you grabbed it and threw it out the window. Your room was on a 2nd or 3rd story maybe. When I looked out the window to see where it landed, I noticed you had hit my truck with it. (I don't have a truck anymore IRL) There must have been something like a cylinder tank in the box so it had some weight because the damage done to the truck put a big dent/hole in the roof and crack a window. Someone who knew you who lived down the street came forward and yelled to you "Patricia!!!" as if to say "what are you doing???" LOL <shrugs> Dreams are weird
  23. Kasia

    Meditation - Nausea and Dizziness?

    @Tincha, it's more the depth of meditation than position, since I can meditate in a less deep trance state for various lengths of time with none of these side-effects. The best I can liken it to is what Michael said about Mindful and Mindless meditation in the Transcending the Ego MMW. "[W]e dare describe what we suggest as Mindless Meditation. What is often considered 'mindful' is simply more to think about. What we speak of is reducing thought to a singular focus that is not concerned with meaning or 'mindfulness,' but the very simple state of existence." Getting to that state of existence, or what they also call a state of no-thought, is when these side effects happen. And @Stickyflames, that sounds pretty much like what you're describing, too, since they said another way to transcend the Ego is through psychedelics and their effective dismantling of Ego for a period of time, though I've never experienced that. I can relate to re-grounding a sense of Self, though. When I've managed to stay awake, I also found I'm drawn to the most mundane things afterwards, as if I need to remind myself that I'm on the Physical plane again. I think the desire for sleep just makes this transition easier. Thanks for sharing, @Jeroen. The idea of working with extremities as a way to work up to the more powerful chakras caught my attention. I think I'm starting to get the message to "slow the fuck down," which is not my preferred method of doing things.
  24. Jeroen

    Meditation - Nausea and Dizziness?

    I started with a practice called NEW (New Energy Ways) developed by Robert Bruce around 2014. He had the idea that certain regions of the body like the feet and hands are conduits for energy. His practice uses visualization exercises such as imagining a stroke of a brush across different regions of the body to stimulate those regions. Then through a similar brushing motion, the energy can be moved across greater regions like from the feet, up the legs, and into higher regions of the body. The same applies from the hands, up through the arms, and into the body. Another example would be a stirring motion like stirring soup with a spoon but then imagine that motion occurring in a part of the body so that you literally feel the motion within. There are many more ways to go about this too with the use of some creativity. I do think there is a period of time for the body to adjust when working with energy on a more regular basis. From what I remember, Robert recommended starting with working on other regions of the body like the legs and arms first before moving onto the major chakras. I like his method because with it, I can focus on any region of my body at any time and work on stimulating or healing that region. I do not think there is anything magical about any of this though. It is something that requires practice and to give the body time to adapt to the changes of energy flow. After doing this for a few years, I noticed the effects less than I did when I first started. I still feel the stimulation of the energy flow but it is less intense. Usually I practice when I am driving on my way to work, while sitting in a meeting, or sometimes before I go to sleep at night. In addition, I tend to pickup energies of other people throughout my days. This is especially the case when I am in large crowded rooms. If I do not practice cleansing myself on a regular basis, I tend to start feeling sick over time. Sometimes I feel like I am light headed, fatigued, have headaches, and even feel nauseous. I find it beneficial to cleanse myself at least once a day. This could be as simple as a visualization exercise of fresh energy flowing across or into the body, or going out into the forest and being as present as you can be and imagining being connected to everything. Grounding exercises are helpful too. I agree with Tincha too. I have had chronic back pain for many years. I find if I do not try to take care of my back such as with stretching, chiropractic adjustments, or some other means, that I start to have health issues similar to what I described in my previous paragraph.
  25. Stickyflames

    Meditation - Nausea and Dizziness?

    Sounds right to me. I find it is quite absurd how so many of us attribute meditation with relaxation. meditation has led to the most unrelaxing moments of my life. you are literally sitting there practicing the art of being. When we just ARE, everything begins to shift. Old wounds come up begging to be heard, pleasures, old identities, foreign voices, own voices, wounded parts of the psyche call for attention, cells vibrate etc. Last year during meditation I lost all sense of self and for two weeks after, i was so disassociated from reality that I had no idea how to function. My body also went numb in various places. Meditation is deeply healing and part of that deep healing is bringing it all to the surface so this is going to show itself in physical symptoms. For me, the trauma of it has actually softened since last year when I began. I think it is important to find a grounding to whatever feels like a sense of self after deep meditation. Like exercise or mundane chores or sipping a nice cup of coffee, anything to help you become a self again. Meditation is also exhausting, it is exhausting to process what comes up in meditation and it is perfectly normal to want to have periods of rest/ sleep when first committing to the practice. I think the more we allow a focus of self in our day to day life, the less threatening the uncontrolled chaos of meditation becomes because we can trust we can always return to a self. The less threatening these experiences become, the sooner they pass...move through us...and allow room for the next trauma to rise to the surface. good luck!
  26. NickG

    Game of Thrones Greats

    Especially when it’s accompanied by a cello. Then you know you are totally fucked.
  27. Connor

    Game of Thrones Greats

    Whenever you hear a piano in Westeros, it's usually best to run like hell.
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