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I went through the Energy Reports to look at Nexuses since Dec 21 2012, when we officially moved into the Mature Soul Age. I summarized each one in my own words, but you can just go to each Energy Report post in the transcripts and see what was written if you'd like. I hope this sparks some understanding of the world in the last few years. It's very interesting to see how each Nexus builds up into the next. Try not to think of them as separate points in time, but as a stream of energy forming or dissipating into the next- as it's a lot more entertaining to see the patterns holistically. 2012 Dec 21= MAJOR DIVERGENCE and CONVERGENCE: Realities branch and merge because of various beliefs and theories about shifts, destruction, ascension etc. that emphasize our Anxious Uncertainty and whether this will be met with Reaction or Response. 2013 (Based on the info below, my guess is this was a Year of Collective Confidence) Jan 5-8= DIVERGENCE: Realities branch that either emphasize and amplify Collective Stubbornness especially in Politics & International Events- or free themselves from that to move on. Feb 11-15= DIVERGENCE: Themed in Flow. Realities branch that either resign to -Inertia, or actively contribute to collective redirection. Around this period, it’s especially inspiring and motivating to create structures that increase our capacity for peace, calm, abundance and +Freedom. Mar 15= DIVERGENCE: Same as the February Divergence, but with more resistance to being responsible for the Flow of our life. - Jun 14-16= MAJOR CONVERGENCE: Parallels merge due to a rise of consciousness among all of them that are aiming to represent one’s Personality more confidently in the world. This Nexus merges several branches from our past that resigned from their Power and hid themselves from scrutiny, rejection, failure etc.- but have now accepted their Empowerment, bringing a mix of grief, anguish, struggle, insight, motivation and excitement. - Aug 2-5= DIVERGENCE: Versions of us “peel away” from this reality to focus on their collapsing, ignored, rejected or eclipsed Ideals. Aug 28-31= DIVERGENCE: Themed in Resolution. A spontaneous branching for the Collective to focus on various ideals and responsibilities still unresolved in Politics. On the Personal Level, this brings apocalyptic, disastrous or disturbing imagery through dreams as we are “weeding out” the worst-case scenarios for how these world issues could be tackled. - Oct 7-21= DIVERGENCE: Parallels branch off to focus on strikingly different versions of our future Global Economy. This then pivots us all toward or away from a Resource-based Economy. Nov 9-11= CONVERGENCE: Themed in Death. A Reunion of Parallels where we or significant others passed away. This brings dreams in that recall vague, strange variations of our life/experiences that came from other parallels where we or our loved ones, animal companions or people from our past actually died. Dec 1-3= MINI CONVERGENCE: Themed in Death. A Nexus that merges any parallel versions of us/others that died over the past few months. Dec 15-19= DIVERGENCE: Themed in Acceleration. A branching into 2014’s Intellectual Priest in Growth energy, or not. If there’s a rapid amplification into a strong whirlwind of activities & effort emphasizing renewed enthusiasm for your intentions, projects and tasks for 2014 then this would’ve occurred. Otherwise, these last 2 Weeks of 2013 would be more calming and recuperative before the coming January Nexus. 2014 (Based on the info below, my guess is this was a Year of Collective Healing) Jan 6-8= DIVERGENCE: Parallels split that will most strongly or weakly emphasize the core themes of 2014- bringing more focus and footing to our Intentions. Feb 12-15= CONVERGENCE: Themed in Relating. Parallels “here” that are working on growing closer to tentative relationships & dropping barriers/inhibitions in the process, merge with those realities that have already done so. Mar 29-31= CONVERGENCE: Parallels merge that wish to bring focus back to projects, plans, future anticipations and coordination through Cooperation and Community. - Apr 5-9= CONVERGENCE: Parallels merge that branched off as far back as Childhood. This may cause dreams to come up bringing back nostalgic symbols/memories from our childhood and any past lives resonating with that. May 17-19: CONVERGENCE: Themed in Turning Points. A subtle or obvious haunting, distracting sense that how we’re doing things may need to change- merging us into parallels where we are already doing things that matter more to us. Jun 3-8= DIVERGENCE: Themed in Efficiency. Those involved in this nexus branch off parts of themselves not willing to participate in/contribute to the changes needed to create new paths for their life. This brings a sharp halt to those that see their ideas for change would simply not work, so they then clean out their mind/heart of these attachments. - Aug 25-30= MAJOR CONVERGENCE: Parallels that have similar realizations about Global or Environmental Conflicts now merge. On a smaller scale, versions of us that are exploring internal conflicts & indecisiveness about commitments/directions now shift to either a conscious choice toward personal/global fulfillment or a needed breakdown & rebuilding. *A branch of realities from the 1700s CE where the US wasn’t founded & wide-scale religious, political and military oppression ensued across the globe for the last 200 years, now merge with ours- as they have gone through uprisings since the 80s against this to establish a constitution that is now birthing the US in 2014 “there”. This will either lead the US out of its seat of power for the next 20-50 years, or escalate it into a heightened position beyond all comprehension. (This info is not from the Energy Report, but from this Private Session by Maureen.) - Oct 28-31= DIVERGENCE: Permanently-wounded aspects of us that refuse to allow Healing branch off, freeing those that are willing to heal to feel relief. Nov 26= CONVERGENCE: Versions of us that are willing to Heal now merge, bringing gratitude, appreciation and comfort that can bring more relief, confidence and trust again. Dec 11-13= CONVERGENCE: More parallels and people that have brought wounding to the surface come together to Heal anything from across 2014. Waves of creative solutions and resources now emerge to facilitate this personal and social healing. 2015 (Based on the info below, my guess is this was a Year of Collective Peace) Feb 25-28= DIVERGENCE: Realities branch based on choices toward -Subservience or +Devotion. This focuses us on healing parts of our life left in broken circuits, or brings out realizations of anything missing that could replenish our Submission. Mar 20-23= CONVERGENCE: A Reunion of parallels from 1999 over the Fear of Technology. They explored moving away from technology, then cleared up these fears & returned trust in it, merging with us. This Nexus then explores how technological impact is accelerating & how we need to either take breaks from it to return balance, or transform isolating technologies into more meaningful and intimate ones. - Apr 18-20= CONVERGENCE: A Reunion of parallels from 2002 around Overreactions/Phobias that veered toward Full-scale War- but then brought focus back toward greater peace, merging with our Parallels that have secured that (even with clear growing pains). Jun 20-23= DIVERGENCE: Realities branch based on our reactions to Surprises happening through the month that bring shock or understanding. *In some parallels, Earthquakes happened in the Pacific Rim and New Madrid Fault. (This info is not from the Energy Report, but from this Ask M Transcript.) - Jul 20-23= CONVERGENCE: June’s divergence separated parallels creating war/oppression & parallels creating equality/inclusion. This Nexus then brings all realities in that are actively evolving & exploring Equality, Inclusion, Empathy and Compassion. Aug 14= CONVERGENCE: Straggling Parallels of versions of us that gave up/stopped trying because of hardships/obstacles/struggles now return because they’ve worked on Healing. As such, we feel our sense of effort, enthusiasm and energy amplify now. Sep 14= CONVERGENCE: Parallels merge for those who explored isolation, separation, lack of intimacy/community etc. This Nexus then brings heightened efforts to nurture and sustain common ground, intimacy and resonance. On larger scales, this shift relates issues of immigration, borders and equality. - Oct 18= DIVERGENCE: Realities branch to bring Shifts in Power among countries. Nov 22-23= DIVERGENCE: Realities that are concerned with the balance of Practical Reality with Fantasy/Illusion, or an extreme entrenching in one or the other now branch off. For most older souls, this was a reality check nexus that could be used to practically nurture or plant our fantasies into reality. Dec 25-28= DIVERGENCE: Parallels branch to explore dreaded or anticipated versions of the Future, through choices of self-nurturing or self-preservation. 2016 (A Year of Collective Turning Points [Confirmation]) Jan 10-15= CONVERGENCE: Themed in Death. Similar parallels reunite where certain fragments just died vs had died some time ago. Most who die in the next 3 Months are in final closure of all their parallels. Feb 8-17= MAJOR DIVERGENCE: A Planetary Shift of parallels to more Peaceful and Humanitarian Paths, more Turbulent and Disruptive Paths, or more of “The Same”. This Nexus feels like letting go of directions you’re no longer interested in & a renewed conscious focus on what you are. Mar 19= MINI DIVERGENCE: A possible shift related to events caused by a high-profile event or person representing the force of a population/collective. If it occurred, it would narrow paths forward. - Apr 22-29= MAJOR DIVERGENCE: A previous Energy Shift on April 16-19 that emphasized Power Struggles & made us see where our personal, national or global Center of Power is, may now result in a Shift in Power that closes down several potential parallels. May 30= MINOR DIVERGENCE: A small but intense shift that emphasizes a major event in your individual life or on a larger-scale for the country or planet. - Jul 29= DIVERGENCE: Parallels branch off for those that are interested in escalating toward greater War. Sep 26= BREAKTHROUGH: For those in a Turning Point, this Nexus emphasizes Breakthrough and leaves behind the options of Breakdown. If this shift didn't come, you may have felt a huge release from gravity to float above and be free from patterns of burden and demand to recreate yourself, refresh your perspective, bring relief from fears so you can catch your breath & take on the rest of the year with vitality, creativity and love. - Nov 7-10= MAJOR DIVERGENCE: A dramatic shift to work on Collective Karmic Themes. All living on the planet are on a path that seeks to heal the world on a profound and lasting level now- though it may not look like so as the wounds have to be clearly identified and pronounced & the creation of such peace is not always pretty. There are 2 Major Karmas being tapped into now. Younger Souls are working out Karma around choosing Collective Responsibility and Self-Discipline vs Self-Preservation and Oppression. Older Souls are working out Karma around choosing Passivity/Complacency and Convenience vs Being Awake and Taking Action to Resolve Legitimate Threats. Dec 13-21= CONVERGENCE: A slow, lengthy merging of all realities coming together on the verge of Global Revolution. 2017 (A Year of Collective Humanitarianism [This was confirmed, but I cannot find the Transcript, except for this.]) Jan 19-23= CONVERGENCE: Same as the December Convergence above. Feb 26-Mar 2= MAJOR DIVERGENCE: A nexus bringing the first signs of Relief from recent events. It was an exit ramp for those interested in extreme versions of reality which removed that element from our parallels to help improve morale for those “here”. Mar 30= MINI DIVERGENCE: Parallels branch off for those in our Energy Ring that are actively refusing Pleasure or Peace. - Apr 15-20= DIVERGENCE: Certain Parallels branch towards themes of War. May 19-21= DIVERGENCE: A potentially Dramatic Shift to more meaningful, acceptable and inclusive negotiations among world leaders- or more turmoil, shock and extremism. - Jul 20-23= MAJOR CONVERGENCE: A great clash between discordant realities arises- where how deeply you’re invested in Being Right vs Being Fair comes up, due to strong Declarations made by you+others toward one side or the other. On a Personal Scale, this shows as a strong sense you must choose between staying locked in -Subjectivity or finally embrace +Objectivity. For the Collective this divide shows in the Political Arena. Aug 21= DIVERGENCE: Branchings related to the Total Solar Eclipse that prompted unexpected effects triggering collective panic/shock or wonder/awe (especially in the US). Sep 20-23= DIVERGENCE: More branchings that shifted Parallels toward various extremes for the next 100 Years. As they split off, they acted like release valves bringing greater relief from pressure, or a continued sense of trust and calm in collective progress over collapse for our parallels “here”. - Oct 10-14= DIVERGENCE: A branching with unknown effects that were never explained. Nov 21= CONVERGENCE: A mix of Parallels where growing fears/anxiety/uncertainty were met with successful solutions now converge, bringing a fairly pivotal time for Healing & Problem-solving that will unfold over the next 3 to 6 Months. Dec 18-22= CONVERGENCE: An unusual merging of parallels that have “failed” or “succeeded” at fulfilling key patterns share in common extremes of Climate & Power Struggles. The same conditions exist across these realities, but there are differences in the people's capacity for resolving these daunting scenarios. A wave of “refugee” parallels that moved into hopelessness were integrating into our reality to seek help & this brought a sobering vision & awareness of the larger-scale issues for those who had been ignoring reality. 2018 (A Year of Collective Revolution [Confirmation by Kurtis]) Dec 23 2017 - Jul 11 2018= NEXUS BUBBLE: The Ms say that Nexuses are like synaptic pathways for the mind of Human Sentience to explore various passages of thought, emotion and action. A Nexus Bubble however, is like a neural cell that gets so dense with Karmic and Self-Karmic thoughts, emotions and actions it weighs humanity down. As such, we were now forced during this period of time to deal with these patterns of karma & self-karma until everyone on the planet could see it's a problem- and so any sense of personal reality was then flipped upside down so we could see the collective reality around us. Nexus Bubbles tend to occur during a monumental Paradigm Shift from one Soul Age to another, as there is a pivotal lesson learnt at these times that changes the course of life forever. (You can explore this in the Nexus Bubble Transcript) In our case, we are shifting from a Young Soul Paradigm to a Mature Soul Paradigm- and the karma & self-karma at hand is one of humanity continuing to perpetuate and allow all forms of INTENTIONAL VIOLENCE to occur indefinitely. During this period, we have learnt that we are all A PART OF LIFE, and that the idea that we all have separate personal lives is an illusion. As such we are facing the fear that we can't divide, separate, escape, compartmentalize ourselves from the world- and realizing a deep truth that we are all interconnected and always will be. Through this, Humanity is en route to generating a reality of GLOBAL UNITY, but this will play out in both negative and positive ways. --- July 12-21= NEXUS BUBBLE COLLAPSES, bringing MAJOR DIVERGENCE and CONVERGENCE. This shift is characterized by a strong sense of acceleration, intensity and escalation. The Divergence was focused on a Liberation of incompatible & disparate parts of everyone that were bottled up in the same reality throughout the Nexus Bubble. The Convergence was focused on various parallels of us Listening to our Core Voice- cutting off or through all the noisy bullshit voices around & inside us to hear at least one voice within or around that says we matter to & in this world. (Three Private Sessions talked about this: JanetH, Dawn and Becca.) Aug 25-27= CONVERGENCE: Parallels that each see "Strength in Numbers" and are willing to address, shift and resolve the looming potential of war & great conflict now merge. This marks a rise in serious awareness & consideration of the Reality of War, as Humanity comes to shift away from Young Soul ideas of Growing through Conflict, and into Mature Soul ideas of Growing through Compassion. September 25-27: DIVERGENCE: Sudden and solid obstacles came up that needed immediate solutions. The more one was locked into Dogma, the harder the path to solutions was for the Personality, Community or Planet. --- November 5-11: MAJOR DIVERGENCE: Parallels spin off to explore a morbid curiosity for and apathy to a 5 Year descent into Unimaginable Dystopia. (This info is not from the Energy Report, but from this Private Session by Janet.) December 31-January 3: CONVERGENCE: Parallels come together to Heal and Recover. 2019 (A Year of Collective Empowerment [Confirmation by Rosario]) March 1-5: DIVERGENCE: Parallels spin off to explore various "worst-case scenarios". [Perhaps for the 5 Year descent into Unimaginable Dystopia?] --- April 19-22: CONVERGENCE: Parallels come together with a focus on the Cleanup and Sorting through of one’s house, relationships, mind etc. May 18-21: CONVERGENCE: Parallels come together to focus on True Grounding through a growing sense of emotional peace and sanctuary that is done with old problems, and ready to embrace new power and pleasure through revitalizing social connections. June 21: CONVERGENCE= We're merging with parallels that have increased inspiring actions in their lives and world towards renewed paths of enthusiasm for a better future- because they've committed to Participating in their lives and now we are too.
Earlier on, I felt like rereading all the past ERs of 2017 to see overarching patterns, so I just wrote them down below. Having the key parts in a compilation could be quite helpful and enlightening, so voila. The Nexus & Energy Shifts are not recorded below- so I'll update on those another time. November and December will also be updated. For October, I also drew from @DianeHB's session on Collective Energy. As I felt it was relevant to Greed. ---- === --- === --- === --- === --- JANUARY (Focus moves away from WHEN/WHERE to WHAT- The Goal.) SHIFT TO PRIEST Priest Energy focuses on inspiring the masses/whole. -Zeal= The capacity to close one’s eyes to suffering and use inspiration to distract from or compound that suffering. +Compassion= The capacity to open one’s eyes to suffering and use inspiration to transform and heal it. THROUGH THE HIGHER EMOTIONAL CENTER -Intuition= Finding a way through the divisions/parts of a relationship, event or life by synthesizing all input into a clear understanding. "BEING APART" +Love= Transcending the divisions/parts of a relationship, event or life- to hold the parts of the whole together with a clear heart and vision. "BEING A PART" Higher Emotion focuses on longer-term visions. Because of this though, it often defaults to the familiar+comforting EMOTIONAL CENTER as a way to understand everyone's differing visions: -Sentimentality= Being attached to the heart of an event, person or experience- lacking logic. "CLOSING THE HEART" +Perception= Bypassing logic to open to the heart of an event, person or experience. "BRINGING CLOSE TO THE HEART" IN SUBMISSION Submission is an active motivation to matter and make a difference. -Subservience= Blind and unquestioned obligation or obedience to a person/activity/cause. +Devotion= Love, loyalty and enthusiasm for a person/activity/cause. --- 7 QUESTIONS IN A PRIEST YEAR 1. How willing were you to share in the enthusiasm that is expressed and exhibited by others? 2. What responsibility did you take for how you reflect the best of others back to them? 3. What responsibility did you take for what you saw reflected about yourself in others? 4. How willing were you to ask for help? 5. How willing were you to see that another may need help, even if not asked? 6. How much freedom did you allow for others to evolve at their own pace, regardless of your contributions from your own position in your own evolution? 7. How much intimacy did you allow in your life, even with your wounds, your shame? How willing were you to allow the wounding and shame of others into your life that is not your own? (counting as one element here) FEBRUARY Recommendation to use ELEGANCE to not BURNOUT= the process of harnessing fury and stretching this out into calmness. This is done through 3 Criteria: Simplicity= Showing up in the world to participate in causes without losing yourself. Giving yourself personal space to grieve/recover & acting on efforts that allow necessary rest. Pleasure= Increasing your energy, passion, spirit and confidence by allowing yourself to live, celebrate, share affection and have fun in life. Freely and openly acknowledge the effectiveness of any+every effort, support and progress. Ingeniousness= Simply being creative and responsive with the options and resources you have to affect change. MARCH We entered a RECESS OF PLEASURE and enjoyment- or DEFINED THE HOW/WHY/WHAT OF OUR CAUSE, and practiced/nurtured PEACE in our efforts. APRIL (Focus moves away from WHAT to HOW/WHO- The Mode.) SHIFT TO PASSION -Identification= Seeing yourself/your potential in another person/thing/event etc. So your identity is entangled and dependent upon that. There is a focus here on blaming, attacking and destroying what you don't want to see about yourself (Younger Souls)- or exploring, realizing and sorting through old ideas of yourself that you still depend upon+retreat into, but no longer serve you, confine your potential and need to evolve (Older Souls). +Self-Actualization= Seeing these reflections as inspiration for how you can be more of your authentic self & realize new potential. There is a focus here on being enthusiastically curious about new terrains of self-discovery, and feeling a drive to own & be more of yourself. MAY This month helped us pay attention to how the world reflects us. There are 3 WORLDS OF REFLECTION: The IMMEDIATE WORLD reflects your deepest fears and greatest loves about your self, body and life. This is anything that regularly catches your awareness/engagement. It's like your metaphorical home and exact position in life. The INTERMEDIATE WORLD invites you to new experiences that reflect your potential directions. This is anything that inconsistently but repetitively captures your awareness/engagement. It's like your metaphorical neighborhood in life. The EXTENDED WORLD reflects the larger population of humanity as a whole, and all its worst and best qualities. This is anything that isn't part of the above two worlds, but greatly impacts them from beyond. It includes politics, climate, world events, catastrophes etc. It doesn't reflect you, only your part in the whole of humanity. JUNE We ask ourselves vital questions: DID YOU FIND SOMETHING OR SOMEONE TO CARE (even more) ABOUT? DID YOU DECIDE WHERE AND HOW YOUR ENERGY IS IN BEST SERVICE TO SELF AND OTHERS? DID YOU CREATE OR DEFINE A FOCUS FOR EFFECTING CHANGE THAT WILL BENEFIT SELF AND OTHERS? --- Causes are lumped into 3 Categories: JUSTICE (Causes for Truth) - Equality, rights, progression... FREEDOM (Causes for Love) - Relief, rescue, recovery, protection... EMPOWERMENT (Causes for Energy/Beauty) - Access to resources, education, choice, improvements, healthcare, healing... With 3 Contexts: PERSONAL= Cause for My Life. GLOBAL= Cause for Our World as a Whole. UNIVERSAL= Cause for the Collective Evolution of Humanity. For those who don't find/create a Cause, they have two choices: 1. They may simply resort to a false sense of a cause by targeting other Causes. 2. They may stop looking- returning to a state of rest, care and distance rather than a state of cause. --- The Ms talk about the Reality that Emotional Tectonic Plates within us and within the masses must eventually shake up, break through and bring relief from any building pressures. This can feel chaotic and disorienting, as we must then refocus- allowing the time, energy, love, truth and patience needed for us to perceive beauty again. But we have to be willing to see/feel/know beyond what we know to do so. JULY (Focus moves away from HOW/WHO to WHY- The Attitude.) SHIFT TO REALISM -Subjectivity= Reality is only what is externally real- or Reality is only what I feel to be true. Resigning to/Entrenched in the fact that "It is what it is." +Objectivity= Sorting through experiences without losing yourself in them- to better understand & be fair/just/impartial. Realism learns that there is always more to know, more information, more context, and that any moment of understanding is only an approximation of fuller understanding that can come with more time, experience, information, and context. Subjectivity seeks righteousness, justification and presumption. Objectivity understands fairness, justice and context. AUGUST Reality shifts into SURREALISM. -Convolution= The reactionary process of distorting, over-complicating and twisting a new system/symbolism beyond recognition- while seeking to maintain a strict, oppressive and outdated one that sustains the old reality while creating such confusion+complication that participants are too exhausted/overwhelmed to see beyond what's defined for them. +Revolution= The responsive process of overthrowing a strict, oppressive or outdated system/symbolism to create a new system/symbolism that is freer and helps move all toward necessary variation and evolution in life. --- Essentially shows up as a need to escape/panic/disconnect/overwhelm (aka. needing to take care of what's immediately affecting you first)- or a wake up call to action/solution/participation (aka. needing to define your cause, aim toward contribution, and nurture networks of support+stability). SEPTEMBER Focus shifts to ENDURING LIFE as a way to return to/find/create moments where you can LIVE IT. If leaning to Subjectivity/Convolution there is a sense that "This should not be happening to me/us. We are fucked." There is only a focus on deserving, earning, suffering and surviving. If leaning to Objectivity/Revolution there is a sense that "I am/We are going to be OK." There is a focus on navigating, trusting, surrendering and experiencing moments of pleasure. OCTOBER (Focus moves away from WHY to WHEN/WHERE- The Chief Feature.) A RETURN TO HIGHER EMOTIONAL CENTER brings increased water, weather and geological shocks for the months to come. SHIFT TO GREED Greed is an extreme fear of not having enough and an effort to destroy anyone who doesn't deserve more than you- because you're worth more than them, worth more than what you have, and have done enough to earn what you want/need. Greed isn't the same as NEED. The latter is about legitimate scenarios where your access to resources is diminished, while the former is about deserving and violent or manipulative solutions. -Voracity= Destructively, violently or belligerently taking, hoarding and consuming what you want/need to keep others from having it. You feel you'll never have what you crave, never notice when you do have it and even if you do, you crave more. So you're consumed by your craving. -Appetite= Aiming toward what you want, so that once you have it you're satisfied and can breathe- for now. So you simply crave what you want/need to consume. --- The Solution to Greed is to find/create solutions through COMMUNICATION- networking, learning, being clear and honest. The anxiety+pressure of Greed can be lightened by a few exercises: 1. NURTURE YOUR CALM, centeredness and clarity. Add moments before making choices so you can practice mindfulness, create breathing room and be as clear as possible in aiming for solutions. 2. Focus on acts of GIVING/SHARING generosity and kindness from or between you+others that reveal strengths, resources and effectiveness. 3. Practice PSYCHIC HYGIENE through conscious breathing, baths, showers, swimming, biking, laughing, healthy socializing, chakra scrubbing, gemstones etc. Anything that helps ground, soothe, clear or open your heart/mind/body, and returns a sense of safety. 4. SURRENDER TO YOUR GRIEF. Rather than avoid, distract from or rise above it- process and understand the truths of it. 5. SNAP OUT OF IT. This helps return a reality check of patience, kindness and trust so that you remember you're not trapped- you're in a phase, life cycle or passing challenge.
I don't often post music here because my favorite tracks are all from video games, and often have no lyrics. But I was listening to a track and the tension and tone of the song seemed to reflect in my mind, how August and 2017 can feel like on a larger level when we "opt in". --- The rhythm and layers of notes in this seem imposing, culminating, dark and mysterious but also very smooth, calm and steady. It really feels like we're facing a serious threat here but are trying our best to stay collected and composed, likely for the sake and sanity of others. In-game, this plays when the protagonists at Resurgam First Care, an american emergency hospital, are faced with the threat of a new epidemic of viral hemorrhagic fever they call "Rosalia". This particularly plays alongside a diagnostician who's forced to diagnose an army man who quickly dies of the disease despite his best efforts to figure out what he's suffering from and get him back to his family safely.
ENERGY REPORT MAY 2017 2017 OVERLEAVES ROLE: Priest (emphasized all year) CENTER: Higher Emotional (emphasized all year) GOAL: Submission (emphasized Jan - Mar) MODE: Passion (emphasized Apr - Jun) ATTITUDE: Realist (emphasized Jul - Sep) CHIEF FEATURES: Greed (emphasized Oct - Dec) MAY brings a passionate dive into Passion as those who are inclined toward the Positive Pole will begin to focus on how relationships and goals and ideals are paths toward learning more about the self and giving more authentic form to the self, while those inclined toward the Negative Pole will cling more desperately to the “things” they feel are extensions of themselves and defend them with even greater blind passion. Most of our students will find themselves leaning toward the Positive Pole, while facing the disconcerting Negative Pole showing up more “in the world” around them. In other words, the younger souls will likely lean toward the Negative Pole and the late Mature to Old will likely lean toward the Positive Pole. It is not uncommon among populations to see the younger collectively dive into Negative Poles as the older collectively embrace the Positive Poles of collective Overleaves. There is nothing one can do to change this for the younger souls (or anyone) who has yet to know the benefit of the Positive Pole beyond the more immediate use of an Overleaf. The only option for helping those in the Negative Pole is to be the living example of the benefit of any Positive Pole. For those in the Positive Pole of Passion, you simply continue to navigate your world with the embrace of the truth that your world is a reflection of you, not a rejection of you; that your world, relationships, and things are inclusions of you, but are not conclusions of you. When we speak of “your world,” we will clarify here that there are 3 concentric radii around every individual that represents their world: 1 - IMMEDIATE - anyone, anything, or any experience that has regular awareness and engagement with on a daily basis in any way is your IMMEDIATE WORLD. This world, including your own body, represents exactly where and how you are in relation to yourself and others and life. Your deepest fears and your greatest loves about yourself are reflected here. Think of this world as your “home” and everyone who “lives” in it. 2 - INTERMEDIATE - anyone, anything, or any experience that draws inconsistent but repetitive engagement and awareness from you over time, but is not a part of your Immediate World is your INTERMEDIATE WORLD. This is where invitations to new experiences, reflections, and relationships show up. They are not direct reflections of you, but of your potential directions, relationships, healing, challenges, etc. Think of this world as your neighborhood and the life experienced when you leave your home. 3 - EXTENDED - anyone, anything, or any experience that is not a part of your Immediate or Intermediate Worlds and, regardless of distance or time, draws your awareness and engagement in a way that greatly impacts your Immediate and Intermediate World. This is where “world events” and “catastrophes” and “politics” and “climate” etc live. This World represents your position within humanity, and the reflections here are about populations, not individuals. All three worlds are in effect at all times, but it can be easy to assume they are one world to you and that everything that exists within each is something that reflects or rejects you. The only world that truly reflects YOU is your Immediate World, so when you look at how Passion is showing up for you, this Immediate World is where you will see most of what is Actualizing you, or giving form to your improvements and evolution and ideals. Your Intermediate World reflects what you ponder, wonder about, test, explore, and while this is still a reflection of you, it is more about your potential direction than about your exact location. Your Extended World reflects a much wider spectrum that includes the more loving and more fearful of humanity, city, town, neighborhood, community, etc. What affects you from that world is an indication of what you are being drawn to help with for your species, for your Sentience. Your disgust, anger, pain, fear, awe, wonder, elation, bliss that generates as a result of Extended World events tells you where your part in the story of humanity is. It is a long story and so are the processes necessary to heal, help, celebrate, and secure anything to which you find yourself drawn. As you navigate your Passions over the next couple of months, keep in mind the more Immediate World that is yours to shape and heal and celebrate, while keeping in mind that the other Worlds are not so quickly or immediately accessible for shaping and healing and celebrating. It is only a matter of calibration of energy and awareness to help you deal more effectively with the reflections, invitations, and impact from your worlds so that you can Actualize yourself in even more meaningful and authentic and effective ways. DATES OF INTEREST (dates are approximate): May 10th -- ENERGY SHIFT -- MORE PASSION - Another wave of intensity among those tapping into Passion, both in the Positive and Negative Poles. Most of our students may find themselves moved to take on directions, relationships, and experiences that needed just one final boost of enthusiasm and excitement. Some students may find this an unsettling and jarring wave of energy that is asking too much of them, drawing them into reflections of themselves that they would rather ignore. May 19th - 21st -- NEXUS - DIVERGENCE - Potentially dramatic shift toward more meaningful and acceptable and inclusive negotiations among world leaders, or toward more turmoil, shock, and extremism. HELPFUL THOUGHTS OVER May: YOUR WORLD IS YOURS - When you look at your world around you that you live day in and day out, you are everything to this world. Your perceptions, interpretations, choices, actions, inactions, thoughts, feelings, etc. all play a part in what world you experience and create. You cannot control everything, but you can control you. You cannot always control what happens to you, but you can control what you do with what happens to you. Practice owning your position as creator and navigator of your Immediate World. OUR WORLD IS OURS - The Extended World is shared by everyone. There is no division in its reflection of humanity. It reflects the best and the worst. You will see all of it. Practice seeing the whole spectrum of humanity, not just the worst and not just the best. All of it is there. A fraction of humanity is “the worst” and most of humanity is “the best” or at least acceptable. It is easy to fall into the extremes of one end of the spectrum over the other, but all of it exists. Actively expose yourself to the whole spectrum in some way. You will not die, you will not blow your mind, you will not break your heart and you will not lose your footing on the important challenges when you know the truth of the spectrum that is your Extended World. You do not have to know EVERYTHING that is happening in your world, but you must practice seeing a fuller spectrum so that you can have the energy for all of your Worlds.