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ENERGY REPORT: July 2018

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Wendy

Yesterday I called my mother (cadence mate) and left a message.  Later she called me back and said you sounded like I feel.  So I asked how she felt and she told me she'd been in a daze all day, just walking around her house in a trance, not wanting to do anything.  I told her she wasn't alone and that the two things I had planned for the day were canceled by the other people b/c they weren't up to anything either.  LOL she asked what it was about and I told her I could tell her my suspicions but she wouldn't understand what I was saying.  I'm just telling this story to further illustrate how far this is reaching.

 

Today I woke up exhausted after apparently sleeping ok.  I made coffee and fell back into bed for a while.  Feeling ok now but still kinda out of it.

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Bobby
15 minutes ago, Wendy said:

Yesterday I called my mother (cadence mate) and left a message.  Later she called me back and said you sounded like I feel.  So I asked how she felt and she told me she'd been in a daze all day, just walking around her house in a trance, not wanting to do anything.  I told her she wasn't alone and that the two things I had planned for the day were canceled by the other people b/c they weren't up to anything either.  LOL she asked what it was about and I told her I could tell her my suspicions but she wouldn't understand what I was saying.  I'm just telling this story to further illustrate how far this is reaching.

 

Today I woke up exhausted after apparently sleeping ok.  I made coffee and fell back into bed for a while.  Feeling ok now but still kinda out of it.

 

Here's to hoping Jupiter's stationing direct has some Git Up and Fucking Go!  😮

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Troy

Today, I feel SO much better! Centered and calm and focused. I'm so glad whatever that was has passed. I think part of it was my blood sugar may have skyrocketed for some reason. I don't know. When I did check it my numbers were okay, so I don't know. I'm just glad it passed.

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DianeHB
8 minutes ago, Troy said:

Today, I feel SO much better! Centered and calm and focused. I'm so glad whatever that was has passed. I think part of it was my blood sugar may have skyrocketed for some reason. I don't know. When I did check it my numbers were okay, so I don't know. I'm just glad it passed.

 

Me too!! Since last night I started feeling good again. I’m hesitant to say that it “passed” since the nexus hasn’t even started, but I’m glad for the respite. 

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John Roth
30 minutes ago, Bobby said:

 

Here's to hoping Jupiter's stationing direct has some Git Up and Fucking Go!  😮

 

Thanks for mentioning it. The Jupiter station is opposite my natal Mars by a whopping 2 minutes of orb. 

 

I can't talk about disturbed sleep because my sleep is always disturbed. What I have been doing is discovering a whole batch of teachings on non-dual Tantra. It's fascinating to see where they match the Michael Teaching and where they differ.

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Eric

Eh, I've been low on energy for a while, and unusual sleep, but I can't say it's something specific to now...it happens often enough. If there's a sudden uptick in energy, that would definitely be noticeable.

 

I have my next hypnosis session right at the start of the nexus, so it will be interesting to see what the nexus will bring, if anything. 

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AlgeeDean

@Kasia I've been having weird dreams too. Every night it seems like I have a new and interesting dream. I had one dream last week where I was just chilling with Princess Diana and Prince Charles as if we were friends. It was funny because they didn't have English accents in my dream. LOL Strange times!!

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Juni
6 hours ago, Wendy said:

Yesterday I called my mother (cadence mate) and left a message.  Later she called me back and said you sounded like I feel.  So I asked how she felt and she told me she'd been in a daze all day, just walking around her house in a trance, not wanting to do anything.  I told her she wasn't alone and that the two things I had planned for the day were canceled by the other people b/c they weren't up to anything either.  LOL she asked what it was about and I told her I could tell her my suspicions but she wouldn't understand what I was saying.  I'm just telling this story to further illustrate how far this is reaching.

 

Today I woke up exhausted after apparently sleeping ok.  I made coffee and fell back into bed for a while.  Feeling ok now but still kinda out of it.

 Overheard in the grocery store today: "I am so tired, I don't know what's wrong with me, I just can't think today!"

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Kasia
1 hour ago, Juni said:

 Overheard in the grocery store today: "I am so tired, I don't know what's wrong with me, I just can't think today!"

 

Can you imagine going through today's tumultuous times without this bit of higher perspective? 😱 Having these Energy Reports is sanity saving! Thank you so, so much @Troy.

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Jeroen

Today was quite a bit better than the one I wrote about before. I did not sleep as much as I would have liked and was fairly tired. I did laugh most of the day at work with my co-workers and during my walk in the forest this evening which helped boost my energy level. I have been feeling calm today too. It was a pretty good day overall.

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KurtisM

Just got back from work.

So physically tired. It was hot and busy, I am so sweaty...

I almost cried for no reason too. Like no reason. I got really weirdly anxious and my body felt like collapsing.

All I could do was focus on deep breathing.

 

Sorry if the above reads like a melodramatic house wife. Right now I might as well be one.

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Luka

Strange, I'm always the one bitching and moaning about how bad I feel at Nexus...and now nothing. Today is officially first day of Nexus, and I still feel fine. But the first thought I had when I woke up, was strange. I was thinkging "Why? Why all this trouble for nothing? We go through this grand cycle after grand cycle, we have this whole complicated structure how things work...and why? What is the point of all this?" Then I remembered it is first day of Nexus. My Essence must be in existential crisis. Servers the fucker right.

 

I've always been hyper sensitive, and I wonder if hormone replacement therapy has done something to it. Before I felt every Nexus very physically, either I was stretched and shattered, or I felt pressure around me and inside of me. Now...nothing. This is interesting.

 

I did have an interesting dream last night. I know this person from when I was very young, and I think he is the only person I've ever loved. My understanding of what is love has always been pretty much messed up because my childhood gave me bad imprinting of it, and my subconcious ate it hook, line and sinker. So, after I had dealt with it, I genuinelly believe I have never really loved anyone. He is the exception to this rule. We haven't been in touch for decades, but I still meet him now and then in Astral. He has always been a troubled person too. I suspect we have a heart link, or others a very close relationship between Essences. I doubt he is my Essence twin, I would be very surprised if I heard he is a sage. I would say server/artisan. He is talented writer and musician, and he has this soft personality. Unlike me. He used to be a little afraid of me because I'm so "hardcore". So, we met last night and it was strange. I miss him horribly, but I always do. One of my lifes regrets.

 

I also seem to study parallels, if that is possible? I have mentioned how I've gone through things I regret in my life, and last week I suddenly began have daydreams or something like that, of outcomes that were positive. It has been really strange. In my mind I travel back to the point where I've made a choice, and now look how things could have gone if I've handled the results in a different way. These...visions...feel very real, but I've always been a good daydreamer and can visualise pretty much anything. After this had been going on for few days I began to think...maybe I'm visiting parallels? To see a different result, instead the one I'm living here.

 

I didn't even know Trump and Putin will meet in Helsinki before reading it here lol. Maybe I should follow news at least once in a week.

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Luka
56 minutes ago, Michèle said:

@Luka Essence mate maybe?

Probably that too, but something more. My feelings for him are so different from how I feel about any other person I've ever known.

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Michèle

Essence mates can be superclose, painfully so but without the drama of the ET relationships - been there, done that. Only love remains 💖😄 (well, in theory), but often, EMs don't go through karmic relationships anymore in further Grand Cycles.

 

But of course there can be additional links that consolidate the already DEEP relationship.

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Michèle
5 hours ago, KurtisM said:

Sorry if the above reads like a melodramatic house wife. Right now I might as well be one.

There's nothing wrong with a melodramatic house wife. 

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Bobby
9 hours ago, Kasia said:

 

Can you imagine going through today's tumultuous times without this bit of higher perspective? 😱 Having these Energy Reports is sanity saving! Thank you so, so much @Troy.

 

Kasia, I was actually wondering about that too!  Based upon my own experiences and reactions, I've wondered how do people function in the "real" world if they felt as I have during some of these events.  The depression I've felt is absolutely debilitating and would be fucking scary if I didn't know what was going on, so, yeah...  😞

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Heidi
3 hours ago, Michèle said:

There's nothing wrong with a melodramatic house wife. 

Thanks. I needed to hear this.

 

Source: am melodramatic housewife

@KurtisM, I guess that makes two of us:)

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Michèle
31 minutes ago, Heidi said:

Thanks. I needed to hear this.

 

Source: am melodramatic housewife

@KurtisM, I guess that makes two of us:)

With pleasure. Anytime! 

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Connor
1 hour ago, SusanVirginia said:

I am so mad right nw, I’m not sure I give a damn what happens.  Was on Justice Democrats page on FB. Trying to be supportive of the young people who want to take the country towards Socialism and they have the fucking nerve to complain about a third party candidate screwing up Ortiz-Correz’s Chances of winning. I’m spitting fire and I think I just became apolitical. I don’t even care what happens. Nothing but the beauty of nature and art for me from now on.

Well I applaud the 'nerve' of those young people. Unless you're talking about a different election, that 'third-party candidate' is Joe Crowley, who has been in charge of the 14th District of New York for over a decade despite never having faced a primary election. He lost against Ocasio-Cortez in the primary. And he's running anyway as a third party. It is a mountain of bullshit. Even if the Democratic Party retakes Congress, we won't suddenly start seeing progress, because the Democratic Party is currently engaged in its own civil war between Establishment Centrists (Crowley) and Leftist Progressives (Ocasio-Cortez).

The Establishment Democrats have been in charge of the party for a very long time. Under their governance, income inequality was never resolved. Medicare for All was never attempted. Immigration reform was kicked further down the road. These Democrats changed the Senate rules to allow Executive Appointment confirmations to proceed with a simple majority (51 votes) instead of the usual 60, which in turn set the stage for Republicans to do the same thing two years ago for Supreme Court nominations. Some of these Establishment Democrats even voted to roll back restrictions placed on the banks after the 2008 financial collapse, setting the stage for another recession within the next decade. If Establishment Centrist Wall-Street sellout Democrats continue to fill Democratic seats in Congress, nothing will change.

I'm not sure what those young people said to you to set you off in this way, but claiming to be 'apolitical' and that you 'don't care what happens', at a time when a lot of peoples' lives and lifestyles are in mortal danger, isn't going to land the way you intend.

Take a few breaths, then rejoin the fight. You are needed.

 

(EDIT: I said Joe Crowley represented the 15th District, it was actually the 14th)

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Connor
31 minutes ago, SusanVirginia said:

I understood the whys, whats, and whos. Don’t care. Guess I’m still a little more than a little pissed about all the third party or non-voters in the last presidential election. But you do you. 

No, I will not 'do me', I will continue to do what is best for myself and all of my friends and everyone who does not have the option to be apolitical.

Enjoy your vacation.

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Joanne

I can chime in on this one too everyone!! I've been feeling crazy since last week! One night last week I was up all night, and every night since then it has not been easy sleeping.

 

My dreams have been confusing and horrifying...I remember one where I was in a room, I guess with sadists, and they were getting ready to shock, with electricity, this beautiful and furry, but terrified german shepherd!! I was horrified by the torture that this poor german shepherd was enduring all while the torturer was saying "don't worry, he'll be fine", and the people in the room were all saying "don't worry, he'll be fine!!! WTF😨🙈 I felt, while in the dream, WTF is going on here? Why are they doing this to this beautiful furry innocent dog? WTF am I doing here???

 

Quite strangely though, while in the dream, I felt that I had no choice but to stand there and WATCH IT!!!!!! I felt numb, paralyzed and brain dead!! For this Warrior-Cast Server, I rarely, if ever, feel powerless anymore so, for me, this was so unnerving that I think it's why I am still having trouble falling asleep!!

 

Glad to hear it maybe due to the NEXUS

 

I don't want to dream this shit!! I hope that this dream, and it's possible interpretation, as nothing to do with our future, with this FUCKING MORON in the White House RUNNING THIS FUCKING SHIT SHOW WE USED TO CALL DEMOCRACY!!

 

@Umayou're description of this man that you call FUCKFACE, is so spot on!!!! He irritates the SHIT out of me!!

 

Maybe, it's a Warrior reaction to a Sage-Cast King in the Negative Pole of Tyranny, Young 7, Karma creating at the 7th Level, sneaky, underhanded, backstabbing, ASSHOLE who doesn't have a clue on how Government works, Diplomacy works, Democracy works................

 

Ok, I'm finished now. Sorry everyone for all the ranting and cursing; Warrior Casting at it's finest!!!🏹⚔️🗡️

 

Now, I need to reread, AGAIN, the transcript on "How To Love The Unlovable"...KMN😨

 

  

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Troy

Thank you, @Connor for speaking up for those who don't have any choice but to care. This is definitely not the time to be polite about apathy. Thank you.

 

And thank you, @SusanVirginia for being raw and honest about your frustrations that drove you to apathy. Please know that your frustration and even your desire not to care so much is shared by many here. But be prepared for responses to come to you that try to remind you to care again because most of the time when we throw up our hands and declare that we do not care anymore, we are usually saying "I care so much that it's starting to hurt and I don't want to hurt anymore." This community will remind you of all the ways you can care without having to give up caring. They will remind you that caring, by its very nature, will sometimes hurt. And they will try to remind you of what is important and not to give up on yourself or on others.

 

Your post came from a place of caring. The reaction to your post from Connor comes from caring. Most of us just can't stop caring even if we declare that we want to. Sometimes caring gets really messy, just like Love and even Peace.

 

This community and this teaching will always ask that we continue to care. Sometimes we ask aggressively and sometimes quietly, but the point is the same: Please... don't stop caring. 

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Wendy

Thank you @Troyso beautiful!  I got goosebumps! 

 

For the record, I'm one of those who cares so much and often wishes I didn't.

 

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Michèle

@SusanVirginia Do yourself a favour and stay away from FB or any other social media. I don't mean to be as harsh as I sound, but if you are in a fragile frame of mind, FB and Twitter and newspaper comments will drive you over the edge again, and again and again. Maybe not what you need at the moment. Maybe you find better and more informed and less emotional sources of news and I suspect @Connor might be able to point you in that direction. I implore you to give yourself space to heal and exclude these kinds of stimuli - and I totally understand the temptation...it's a vicious cycle....

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