ENERGY REPORT: August 2018

[Troy 16,070]

ENERGY REPORT

August 2018

 

2018 OVERLEAVES

 

ROLE: Warrior (emphasized all year)

CENTER: Higher Emotional (emphasized all year)

GOAL: Dominance (emphasized Jan - Mar)

MODE: Power (emphasized Apr - Jun)

ATTITUDE: Pragmatist (emphasized Jul - Sep)

CHIEF FEATURES: Greed (emphasized Oct - Dec)

 

AUGUST brings with it a strong collective emphasis on the Attitude of Pragmatist directly between the Polarities of Efficiency and Dogma. As for which Polarity will gain more emphasis, we will have to explore in September or October when the emphasis on the Chief Features come into frame.

 

Currently, the “battle” between Efficiency and Dogma has been decided for most of our students and the next month or so will be a matter of rising up and out of the weight of Dogma or fully embracing a perspective of Efficiency that moves the life forward with relief.

 

What we have discovered on the other side of the recent and long-lasting “Nexus Bubble” is that most of our students converged with variations of themselves across parallels where they had begun to “listen to themselves.” For most, this return to listening to yourself meant a renewed trust and enthusiasm for cutting through the bullshit of confusion and chaos and simply focus on what is true.

 

There are always many paths of speculation and possibility and probability that range between “good and bad,” and when the personal or collective world is bombarded with a vast and uncertain range of speculation, one can lose all sense of what is true and the voices of the world or your fears or your past or your worries, etc. drown out your True Voice. You begin to think and feel that all of it is true. This is impossible for the mind and body to process and you begin to shut down from the sources of joy and vitality and curiosity and play of life. You begin to dismiss your 9 Needs and ignore your 9 Pillars. You no longer know what is true so you lose your sense of True Play, True Work, True Study, True Love, True Home, etc. Your mind shuts down because when everything is true then none of it is true. When you are no longer guided by what is true, you begin to be guided by the voices of everyone and everything but yourself. You lose your True Voice.

 

We will introduce this concept of “True Voice” as that inner guidance system that can be relied upon when all of your Needs and Pillars are nurtured. The True Voice is simply an inner trust in your own choices and your capacity to navigate and calibrate and adapt and change and grow through those choices. There will be “right” choices and “wrong” choices and you will learn from these. There will be choices with intentional consequences and choices with unintentional consequences and you will grow from these. There will be choices you regret and choices you celebrate. Your True Voice embraces fully the concept of “Learning How To Choose, and Choosing How To Learn.” Even when the choice is to hold off on making a choice. But the True Voice will never paralyze you.

 

For most of our students, the recent Nexus Bubble sorted through all of the moments where you fragmented yourself by not listening to yourself. You sorted through all of the moments where those parts of you suddenly realized that they had to return to their True Voice, and they did. And that includes you. This version of you also decided enough is enough and stripped through the bullshit din of noise and remembered that your own voice is valid and worthy and meaningful and true. Yes, there is a lot of uncertainty in the world and even in yourself, but when you lose your trust in your own voice, you become voiceless and directionless. Many of our students reclaimed their True Voice over July and now begin the work of listening.

 

For most of our students this has meant returning to the Pragmatist’s Efficiency of cutting out or cutting through the bullshit din of noise and voices that are telling you what is and is not true and trusting yourself to embrace your own enthusiasm, play, joy, progress, actions, etc. that are true for you. It is possible for these things to be true even as it is true that the personal or collective world is in a challenging state. It is okay to listen to your own voice when the world is crying and screaming, and it is vital. Listening to your own voice changes everything because you are no longer defined by what is true around you or by what you are told is true, but you become a force of creativity that helps contribute to or change the truth around you. In short, one can listen to the world telling you how awful you are or how awful the world is, or you can listen to your True Voice and listen to the truth that things, people, life and even you can be both awful AND wonderful. Your True Voice allows room for your choices to matter.  

 

This Nexus Bubble revealed to many of our students that they have been on a journey over the past 5 to 30 years of discovering just how much they matter. This may seem to be an easy concept to embrace as older souls and students of a teaching, but it is not. Remembering that you matter is a long journey that starts with the first incarnation. As an Old Soul, you remember that you matter and you will never forget that truth, but every lifetime/Personality must start from scratch in that process of remembering. The fact that you remember this within a lifetime is fairly astounding in the greater scheme of things. It is not a matter to dismiss.

 

For those who may have fallen further into Dogma over July, you may find that the emphasis remains on the lie that you do not matter. If you continue to struggle with the voices that tell you that you do not matter, then you may have fallen into Dogma and are discovering just how repetitive and ingrained and loud the voices are that are not your own.

 

If you find that you have fallen into Dogma, your work is to stop listening to everything and start listening to one thing. Pick one voice that matters to you. Pick one truth that means something to you. Let all of the other voices and truths float around you and exist as they are, but make the effort to listen to the one that matters to you and means something to you. That voice will be fairly quiet, kind, calm, and inviting. It is not cruel, destructive, diminishing, or shaming. That voice may not even come from within you, but from the voice of this teaching, or the voice of a friend, or the voice of a song. Center yourself and find a voice that cares about you and listen as closely and as persistently as you can because this is how you will find your own True Voice again and remember that you matter.

 

On the world stage, you will likely continue to see the dance between extreme Dogma and profound Efficiency. There are going to be those who suddenly surge forward and cut through the noise to the True Voice of humanity, while others dig deep into the trenches of repetitive rhetoric and try to drown humanity in Dogma. On the world stage, it will likely be quite clear how Greed is overtaking them and their fear of not having enough is fueling the Dogma. What that Greed is fixated upon may not be clear until October, but it is likely “power.”

 

Now that the Nexus Bubble has passed and a great shift has occurred in terms of a collective return to True Voice, we can also see that the Transcendental Souls are awake and the Infinite Soul candidates are in order. If there is to be a Manifestation, the pieces are now in place, so to speak. This may or may not come to be, but there is no further question as to whom will be involved. We do not know all of the individuals involved, but we can say that we know of several now. We will speak to this in more detail in further exchanges with you, but we can confirm that David Hogg is a Transcendental Soul and Emma Gonzalez is a Candidate. We will elaborate further in another exchange with you, but these figures can now be observed for insights into the more elusive concepts regarding Transcendental Souls and Infinite Soul candidates.

 

DATES OF INTEREST (dates are approximate):

 

August 25th - 27th  -- NEXUS -- CONVERGENCE -  This Nexus window looks to bring with it a further shift toward “strength in numbers” regarding altering the course of history regarding potential war. The awareness of potential war and great conflict may begin to rise and be taken more seriously. This rise in awareness and serious consideration is necessary for helping to update the patterns that have been in a battle between Young Soul ideas of conflict as necessary for growth and the new Mature Soul ideas of compassion as necessary for growth.

 

HELPFUL THOUGHTS OVER AUGUST:

 

FUCK THAT NOISE - When you feel overwhelmed and uncertain and conflicted and confused and anxious and paralyzed, it may be helpful for you to simply state “fuck that noise” and make an effort to listen to the most meaningful and kindest voice you can find in the mess. Let the noise be noise and find the voice that matters. The voice that matters speaks to you in ways that remind you that you matter.

[AnnH 1,217]

I didn't know about David Hogg, but I sensed it about Emma Gonzales.

 

Thank you Troy and Michael!

[Becca the Student 817]

HAHAHA “Fuck that noise”. I sense some Troy slipping through in that expression.

[Mike Cleverly 1,924]

I had been meaning to ask about those two. Definitely get a vibe about them! 

[Wendy 3,221]

YEAH FUCK THAT NOISE!

 

For some reason I teared up at the David/Emma info.

 

 

[petra 3,525]

@Troy  Thank You so much for this report, great timing for me.

 

These are the voices I kept on holding on to  through the last month:

 

Know and trust, I am a vital creator and confident in my mind and soul, I cannot not effect the conscious matrix, cause I am a vital part of it and to aim at love.

 

What I think, feel and do matters, to take good care of my mental, emotional and physical health and to clean up my act everyday, in my own conscious way.

 

Sometimes I started to waver and found myself foolish in the eye of what's happening in this world, then I told myself, if the ones who hold on so tightly to their foolish power games creating such an immense imbalance and they are on one side of the teeter-totter, it is just a matter of how hard I jump onto the other side and not stop doing it and always having those in my mind, people like Hogg and Gonzales and many more, who jump on that other side of the teeter-totter too, and that my energy goes to them and not to those who are seemingly in power. 

 

Yeah "Fuck" that noise, I truly want to listen to the most meaningful and kindest voice, my voice, the most empowering voice, no matter how foolish at times it seems.

 

 

 

[AnnH 1,217]

I wanted to add about not listening to the voices. Oddly enough, I started going back to therapy about a month or so ago. It didn't occur to me that I was under the influence of Pragmatism. One of my goals has been to examine my less-than-helpful thought patterns. It's also becoming increasingly clear that I have what's known as "executive function" issues.

 

Sometimes being on older person (in age) sucks, because so many of these things were not understood when I was a kid. You were just "bad" or "thoughtless."

 

So often I think I'm a not-very-good M student and then this kind of shit shows that maybe I'm not as out of touch with Essence as I thought. FUCK THAT NOISE!

[Troy 16,070]

1 hour ago, Becca the Student said:

HAHAHA “Fuck that noise”. I sense some Troy slipping through in that expression.

 

Oh, I think you are right. They seem to like my range of rowdy, raunchy and crude expressions. 

[DianeHB 14,453]

This explains SO much. I was reflecting on the report on my drive to work this morning and thinking back on the last 6 months, when I made conscious effort to get back in touch with my inspiration and find my voice. I hadn't even realized until very recently just how much I do not speak up and defer to other people, because I've become so used to it. Every unique idea I had, my immediate reaction is to shut it down because "it won't work", and it would take me time to warm up to it, often with the help of modeling from others. Bringing my ideas out to the world was so hard when I had all these other voices that told me you can't make money doing that, nobody will show up, it's safer to do what everyone else has done. I struggled with it every step of the way, even as I moved forward and made progress and had my good periods. These conflicting voices were exactly what made it extremely difficult to write. When I sat down to write, these voices were front and center -- there's no braving them and pushing forward like you can with a physical project. Writing is the act of organizing and refining the voices. I seriously didn't know how I could do what I was drawn to do when I had such difficulty speaking up and asserting myself.

 

I believe my convergence happened around 7/23-24. Around that time, my inner conflicts suddenly resolved themselves, and I've been moving forward with confidence ever since. The steps forward no longer terrify me every single time, and instead I move forward with curiosity, enthusiasm, and mastery. I can hardly believe it. 

[DianeHB 14,453]

1 minute ago, Troy said:

 

Oh, I think you are right. They seem to like my range of rowdy, raunchy and crude expressions. 

 

True, but a lot of these "helpful thoughts" are not necessarily in Michael's "voice", but something that helps us to remember. They might be using your vocabulary for effect.

[Troy 16,070]

3 minutes ago, DianeHB said:

 

True, but a lot of these "helpful thoughts" are not necessarily in Michael's "voice", but something that helps us to remember. They might be using your vocabulary for effect.

 

Ahh, I did always notice that, too. I never thought to ask about it because sometimes the reports do seem to weave in and out of their usual steady syntax and tone anyway and I just got used to it. I think the reports have a little bit of a different tone because they aren't a teaching, they are personalized and I notice they talk a little differently when being personal, probably drawing on my gloriously charming personality.

[Joanne 361]

'FUCK THAT NOISE!" Music to my hears!! Love it!!

[KurtisM 10,784]

These two phrases got the tears rolling:

"This Nexus Bubble revealed to many of our students that they have been on a journey over the past 5 to 30 years of discovering just how much they matter."

 

"This Nexus window looks to bring with it a further shift toward “strength in numbers” regarding altering the course of history regarding potential war. The awareness of potential war and great conflict may begin to rise and be taken more seriously."

 

That shift between growing through Conflict vs Compassion is something that has been showing up in many of the shows I watch, especially the 100, where this season is no bullshit at exploring the concept of shortsighted human violence destroying everything.

 

 

Also, FUCK THAT NOISE!

What I've been trying to do is listen to everyone's input as though there has to be a gem in everything we say that makes everyone right. I never try to dismiss any input because I hate being or seeming tunnelvisioned- as i'm Scholar-cast and take in everything to know it all.

 

I'm now realizing that if my parents are trying to be apolitical and resign to the powers that be, it's not a choice that comes from their true voice. It's not a choice that defines me either.

If family & co-workers are gossipping about events without an understanding of the roots behind them, it's just gossip & noise, not something to pay my mind too.

If Social Media gangs up on someone that is listening to their true voice of compassion, even if they have gotten something wrong, those people are just desperate for something to break.

If my mind and body can't keep up with the sheer amount of change in my life, then I need to sort through who I am & discover some voice that soothes me.

 

I take that comment of cutting the noise out and focusing on just 1 voice that matters extremely to heart. I have been listening to many voices, and they're not all true or helpful.

[Becca the Student 817]

@Troy I think they tailor their material to the audience, too.”Fuck that noise” gets the point across much swifter and more viscerally than a more elegant phrase would. We know exactly what it means.

[Uma 10,759]

2 hours ago, Troy said:

we can confirm that David Hogg is a Transcendental Soul and Emma Gonzalez is a Candidate.

 

It's really great that we can see them in action and know what we are witnessing with them. Both of them are outstanding humans, and are showing themselves to be that with their words and actions. I'm really interested to see how they mature and develop their teachings. Florida. Whoda thunk? Right in my own backyard.

[Jeroen 7,486]

Yes, FUCK THAT NOISE. That has been on my mind a few days now. I am tired of listening to the shaming and self--ridiculing voices and want to listen to the kindest voice instead. I am going to jump on the other side of the teeter totter with @petra, Hogg, Gonzalez and the others too.

[Heidi 6,506]

2 hours ago, Troy said:

For most of our students, the recent Nexus Bubble sorted through all of the moments where you fragmented yourself by not listening to yourself. You sorted through all of the moments where those parts of you suddenly realized that they had to return to their True Voice, and they did. And that includes you. This version of you also decided enough is enough and stripped through the bullshit din of noise and remembered that your own voice is valid and worthy and meaningful and true.

 

 This actually reminded me of something Michael said to me in my Platform of last year, which was "COMPLEXITY":

 

"INSIGHT: As Complexity comes into focus, you may first experience this as a sorting of the messiness that is life, but the point is not on the messiness. It is on what you have created from this palette of color that is your life."

 

I think part of that sorting for me had to do with finding my True Voice as well. I definitely resonate with this Energy Report. Thank you so much, Troy and Michael!

 

 

 

 

[Eric 2,643]

This is remarkably aligned with the 'revelation' I had after my hypnotherapy session about a month or so ago. On the drive home afterward there was the "aha" of realizing that I'd never really trusted myself and my inner voice on a regular basis. Deferring to others had been the general rule to avoid being wrong, to avoid conflict, and to avoid having to own the consequences. Indeed, there's sometimes been confusion and distrust regarding the inner voice from a fear of fooling myself. It's all been a form of self-protection and ingrained habit, and it was something interesting to recognize this and look back and think about times when I didn't speak up but my inner voice had turned out to be right in the end. It's been tough to try and break from the habits and self-protection, even a month later, since they're so ingrained. I can feel it moving in that direction, but there's a lot of momentum otherwise, so sorting through that is an ongoing process. After a very distressful start, I did feel a lighter shift around the 24th onward during the nexus that sort of helped dislodge my mind from the anxieties that had been grabbing at it. They're still there, but less consuming than before.

Edited August 2, 2018 by Eric

[Juni 6,381]

David and Emma! I knew something was up, there!

Edited August 2, 2018 by Juni

[Aaron(space)Kraft 55]

2 hours ago, Troy said:

we can confirm that David Hogg is a Transcendental Soul and Emma Gonzalez is a Candidate.

To clarify, does this mean that Emma is a TS or IS candidate?

 

1 hour ago, Wendy said:

For some reason I teared up at the David/Emma info.

Admittedly, I teared a little as well. Must be something in the water.

[Bobby 17,043]

7 minutes ago, Aaron(space)Kraft said:

To clarify, does this mean that Emma is a TS or IS candidate?

 

Admittedly, I teared a little as well. Must be something in the water.

 A transcental soul IS transcedental, their whole life, no matter what because that is their soul age just like yours is Old-whatever.

 

An IS candidate is a candidate because although they are always some Role of Old 7, during a small window of time, the "may" manifest the Infinite Soul... or not.  It's still their choice.  Michael speaks of locking and until they do lock on the Infinite Soul manifestation, they are still just a candidate.  There are many candidates who never lock onto that manifestation.

[Aaron(space)Kraft 55]

11 minutes ago, Bobby said:

 A transcental soul IS transcedental, their whole life, no matter what because that is their soul age just like yours is Old-whatever. 

 

Ah, ok. I was under the impression that the TS energy, similar to the IS, would be too strong for a human body to hold for an entire lifetime. Apparently, that's not the case though as one is a TS for their whole life.

[Maureen 14,906]

1 hour ago, Heidi said:

 

 This actually reminded me of something Michael said to me in my Platform of last year, which was "COMPLEXITY":

 

"INSIGHT: As Complexity comes into focus, you may first experience this as a sorting of the messiness that is life, but the point is not on the messiness. It is on what you have created from this palette of color that is your life."

 

I think part of that sorting for me had to do with finding my True Voice as well. I definitely resonate with this Energy Report. Thank you so much, Troy and Michael!

 

 

@Heidi, I love the synchronicity!  I just wrote this on Dawn's blog entry Nexus, True Voice, & Simplicity in response to Troy saying Scholars are more likely to fall into over-complication vs simplicity than Sages....although we can all fall prey to too much complication.

 

I agree!!! That's what I thought, too. Most Scholars in my life (who I get to see up close and personal) can tend to "complicate" things with too much data/information, theory, etc., to sludge through. Things shift and work out the best for them once they learn how to simplify. Simplification is an art form but then everyone has an inner artist in the wings waiting to put paint to canvas. ♥

 

[Troy 16,070]

32 minutes ago, Aaron(space)Kraft said:

 

Ah, ok. I was under the impression that the TS energy, similar to the IS, would be too strong for a human body to hold for an entire lifetime. Apparently, that's not the case though as one is a TS for their whole life.

 

A Transcendental Soul is a 7th Level Old Soul who "wakes up" and then acts as a conduit for the entirety of his cycled-off Entity. A Transcendental Soul does plan to incarnate as Transcendental, but if the Personality rejects that or doesn't have some awakening, they actually don't take on Transcendental status. Once a Transcendental Soul is Transcendental, they are for the rest of their life, but that doesn't make them immune to being human or failing or making mistakes, etc. Technically, a Transcendental Soul is Transcendental from birth in intention, but they don't always wake up and take on that state.

 

An Infinite Soul is its own thing and can only manifest for up to 30 days through a 7th Level Old Soul. A person who is a candidate for Infinite Soul will tend to have a personal philosophy and life shaped along the lines that are open to the teachings of the Infinite Soul. In the end, the person is really only a 7th Level Old Soul, but acts as a conduit for the Infinite Soul for a brief period. The rest of the life is their own and happens to be aligned with the Infinite Soul.

[Stickyflames 6,053]

Yep. 

August report couldn’t be more spot on.

Everything this year has been showcasing to myself how little I trust my voice. The moments I have this year have been profound.