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ENERGY REPORT: April 2019

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Rosario

Wow guys...our corrupt narcissist ex-president Alan García shot himself this morning and died, before his arrest. This is HUGE! I pity him so much  & and all that, but I'm kind of relieved. 

 And all of our ex-presidents are in jail now. The old unhealthy regime  is F A  L  L  I N G. 

 

https://www.bbc.co.uk/news/world-latin-america-47965867

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Ingun

Some people prefer to hang out on the astral.... sitting on the fence watching the show down here....

Also it seems that "cleaning up" goes on in so many ways.... over 50 bokoharam soldiers in nigeria was killed yesterday.

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Bogi
On 4/6/2019 at 2:22 AM, Troy said:

April 19th - 22nd -- NEXUS --  CONVERGENCE -  A merging of parallels that are in the process of “cleaning up” patterns that have gone awry. This may translate into a need to, literally, clean your own home, address any outstanding issues in relationships, and generally sort through anything that could use some sorting.

 

I was just thinking that this period 19th April till 22nd April falls exactly on Easter in Western Christianity. 

So, on 19th April things are supposed to die (clean out), you take your time on the next 2 days with cleaning, and on the 22nd April you can resurrect.

 

Today, I feel like grieving again. It is definitely part of some emotional cleaning and clearing. Yesterday I felt more okay because I was okay with the changes, I was in the Flow.

But today, I am again resisting some changes, to address outstanding issues in relationships because it is painful. I am alwasy grieving when I feel like letting go of someone or a possible future with that someone that will most probably never come anymore.  

 

Michael says that "let it land where it lands and nurture it from there". It is easier said than done.

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Luciana Flora
1 hour ago, Bogi said:

Michael says that "let it land where it lands and nurture it from there". It is easier said than done.

@Bogi

It's always easier said than done.


that's why I said in another topic that I find it difficult to follow advice even when I agree with them ..


I always think that what Michael says is quite practical is useful .. but at the time I'm going to do it rarely seems so easy .. Mainly if it's something very different from what I used to do ..

 

 

An example in one of Fearless Living's sessions Michael told me:

 

MEntity: Luciana, it can help you because you can confidently speak about yourself in this way, you can confidently speak about yourself in other ways. Try speaking about yourself in other ways now. Take a risk. Celebrate yourself. Tell yourself what you love about yourself. Share with others what is RIGHT and STRONG about you. Let yourself have the truth of your courage and beauty and kindness in the same way you are confidently let yourself know your failings and your weaknesses and insecurities. Take a risk and see if you can expand on what you speak of so confidently about yourself.


This seems simple, is something that obviously would suit me. but I still find it difficult to put into practice

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Bogi
3 hours ago, Luciana Flora said:

Let yourself have the truth of your courage and beauty and kindness in the same way you are confidently let yourself know your failings and your weaknesses and insecurities. Take a risk and see if you can expand on what you speak of so confidently about yourself.


This seems simple, is something that obviously would suit me. but I still find it difficult to put into practice

 

Well, from my point of view, I can see that you are already doing it even though you yourself do not see it that way.

You are already representing your courage and beauty and kindness even when you are talking about your insecurities.

 

It is constant road, did step by step. Give yourself credit because you are progressing. And that is true even when right now you do not see it that way.

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Maureen

This... from Bloomberg in regards to the Mueller Report:

Special Counsel Robert Mueller said he lacked confidence to clear Donald Trump of obstruction of justice but suggested Congress could take action on at least 10 instances where the president sought to interfere with the probe.

“We concluded that Congress has authority to prohibit a president’s corrupt use of his authority in order to protect the integrity of the administration of justice," he said in the report sent to Congress on Thursday.

Mueller said acts of possible obstruction include “discouragement of cooperation with the government and suggestions of possible future pardons.” The 448-page report cited actions including Trump’s firing of FBI Director James Comey and efforts to have former Attorney General Jeff Sessions take control of the investigation.

“Our investigation found multiple acts by the president that were capable of exerting undue influence over law enforcement investigations, including the Russia-interference and obstruction investigations," according to the report. “The president engaged in a series of targeted efforts to control the investigation.”

 

But Mueller’s report raises new questions about whether House Democrats will intensify their investigative efforts -- and perhaps move toward an impeachment inquiry despite earlier statements by leaders to the contrary.

 

Reminded me of this....

 

April 19th - 22nd -- NEXUS --  CONVERGENCE -  A merging of parallels that are in the process of “cleaning up” patterns that have gone awry. This may translate into a need to, literally, clean your own home, address any outstanding issues in relationships, and generally sort through anything that could use some sorting.

 

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Leela Corman

Checking in on us all. I am definitely feeling "nexus-y" but I can't really articulate how. I feel energy shifting for sure. I also just returned from an art residency on the West Coast, on Saturday. I was supposed to come back Sunday but on Thursday I woke up in the middle of the night feeling so strongly that I needed to change my flight to Saturday. I just didn't want to be away from my partner and kid an extra day, just so I could go to the art museum and be alone another day. But it wouldn't let me go. I couldn't get back to sleep until I'd changed my ticket. So who knows, maybe Essence was trying to protect me from something or maybe I just felt guilty being away while Tom had a bad cold 🙂

 

Today I feel...different. I had a lot of dreams about people I have intense feelings about, like my child and one of my entity mates; what I was wearing figured prominently in one and being totally naked in an unlikely situation figured heavily in another. In the first dream I was wearing possibly the LEAST likely clothes I'd actually wear, in front of someone I'd be embarrassed to wear them for in waking life: a tie-dyed tshirt and crisply ironed khakis that were too big for me (if you know me this is hilarious; I wear almost nothing but tight black minidresses with nice leggings and fancy boots), and in the other I was naked with someone I am very much not intimate with in waking life, and they were treating me for some sort of health issue, kind of lecturing me (in an interesting way) on the ways in which they were healing me. In the dream there was nothing weird about the fact that we were both undressed and it was totally "medical", for lack of a better word. Also dreamed about having to repeatedly keep my daughter and myself from slipping down an endless drain in the gutter.

 

I weirdly feel like there's been a shift into something "better", am I crazy? Or just tired?

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KurtisM

I cleaned and sorted through stuff internally and externally during the Nexus.

In particular, I reengaged an old story of mine and have made immense progress on it in this last week. I'm excited and trying my best to pace myself to avoid writer's block.

 

Also I've been finding myself relapse into old habits/patterns of pushing too hard on a singleminded focus. So I'm trying to pull back and divert towards new activities often to upkeep my passion.

 

I have found more options for a new job but haven't done as much research as I'd like to. There's still so much built up resistance to job change... but overall I feel good.

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Bogi
59 minutes ago, KurtisM said:

There's still so much built up resistance to job change...

 

Same here. LOL.

I am still considering directions. I am not even close to a decision. It is okay. I am still collecting and sorting myself. Spring is about connection, the activation of agreements come a bit later in the summer.

It has been an emotional up and down, but I think I am okay.

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CurvyWords

@Leela Corman I literally screamed thinking of that tie dye outfit, literally the uniform of the nice older lady who totally overshares while talking your ear off at the farmer's market amirite?

 

This past week has been absolutely hellish for me. Last month Michael told me I was beginning to explore -Otiose and I, still riding the high of +Freedom was all "this will be a breeze! how bad can it be?!" TURNS OUT IT CAN BE REAL REAL BAD. I was in the darkest depths of rational thinking and over-analyzing before I even noticed it. Obsessively journaling about every decision and the decisions that shoot off from those decisions and the pros and cons of the mini-decisions of those decisions, it was an absolute mess.

 

Yesterday, I had an old Tumblr follower randomly reach out to me and I was so excited, only to start talking to her and get almost 1,000 words about her suicidal ideation in explicit detail. I tried helping her (even suggested the teachings, which I rarely do, because it was obvious she was caught in Self Destruction), as well as Jose Stevens' "Transforming Your Dragons" only for her to hit me with 2,000 words this time about how she was absolutely beyond hope. I felt so gross, I was so upset that this virtual stranger would essentially turn me into an open sewer to dump all of their problems into just because she feels I'm her "big sister in her head". It was a big lesson in boundaries for me, and I gently told her that I wasn't interested in a friendship with her if this would be the foundation of it. That part of my own growth process was being honest about what I could and could not take on and help others with.

 

She apologized and deleted her Twitter which was also kind of sad to me, just realizing that I have no use to people sometimes unless I'm going to be this black hole that just absorbs all their problems and she's not the first person who would rather disappear the second I assert my need to take up equal space in my relationships. I realize this is more her problem than mine but it made me feel bad. I also didn't do any spiritual hygiene so all of her energy was tied up with mine and I spiraled quickly into my own despair, and had some really scary thoughts that I recognized probably weren't mind and gently sent her energy back to her to be dealt with.

 

Anyway, I'm in the dark place. Send snacks and good thoughts. Love you guys ❤️ 

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Juni
11 hours ago, Leela Corman said:

Today I feel...different.

 

I weirdly feel like there's been a shift into something "better", am I crazy? Or just tired?

I feel different too. I can't even say how, but I seem to be holding myself differently and I feel lighter somehow. I don't remember any of my dreams in detail, except in one I was having an energetic discussion about how I wanted things to go and I was trying to persuade this blonde woman to make it happen.

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