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We have cable, but we don't pay for it monthly 🤔 maybe because it's illegal 😅

and there's no netflix, hbo, hulu etc, I just download any show/music I want 

You can do it too if you search in farsi for a movie.

There are some streaming services here but since we're sanctioned they're just making money out of stolen content.

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I'm so grateful for the breather this month is offering me. I was completely down and out by the end of october, questioning if I had to start long term treatment for burn out and would be unable to work for some months. But things seem so different now. Everything calmed down again, I had two weeks of vacation which gave me time to simmer down a bit. I made some changes at work concerning my work load, delegating more topics to my team and trusting them to get it right, leaving me more in a position of mentoring instead of micromanaging everything (Martyrdom much?). Made the decision that my partner will move into my city/apartment, so we don't have to constantly travel back and forth between each others cities/apartments. I started taking care of the sustainability management at the company I work for, which is actually quite fulfilling. 

 

I draw monthly tarot cards on the first of each month and for november Judgement came up. I looked at the card and immediately thought that I was going to feel released of feeling like I was trapped in this dark, confined space that felt like a grave. And that's exactly how I feel now. Also, I do feel the IS energy and enthusiasm Michael mentioned. I also had a dream of me and some friends watching Pat McCabe speak. 

 

Even if this relief should be short lived, I'm just extremely grateful to feel a moment of calm, enthusiam and contentment this month. I had felt so claustrophobic and anxious during the last couple of months, it became unbearable.

 

 

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Between Hulu, Netflix, Amazon Prime and YouTube there is so much out there to watch that I have “cut the cord” without a backwards glance. If I want news, I have a subscription to the Washington Post - I feel like they are worth giving money to and are a generally trustworthy source. Much more so than Facebook! 

 

As for Facebook, I’ve all but logged off except for using Messenger to talk to friends, and checking up on this cat rescue called Tiny But Mighty. I deleted my Twitter back in 2018. I’m on a real path toward simplifying, these days (I’m in Growth, and “Simplicity” is the positive pole of my opposite, Re-Evaluation, and I just feel drawn to put my hands across the polarities). One of my favorite political blogs I’ve pulled way back from, as well, because so many of the posters and commenters seem stuck in a particularly noxious form of doomy Martyrdom. Love you guys, but you weren’t doing my own mental health any good, so…

 

Elon Musk: I think even the oldest of souls can be imprinted, or “harden,” or just not want to listen for various reasons. That is one thing I’ve learned and learned and learned since discovering Michael as channeled through Troy (and the M’s via Troy are the version that has “stuck” with me!) - not all Old Souls act like, well, old souls. I think it was Troy who channeled Sarah Palin as being Mature, but with so much Baby imprinting that she appears to be a Baby soul. With Musk, his success probably contributed to the “I don’t have to listen” mentality. It does for a lot of people.

 

@Nadine, the Judgment card has always been one of my favorites. It always feels like a “fresh start” for me.

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3 hours ago, Crystal said:

Elon Musk: I think even the oldest of souls can be imprinted, or “harden,” or just not want to listen for various reasons. That is one thing I’ve learned and learned and learned since discovering Michael as channeled through Troy (and the M’s via Troy are the version that has “stuck” with me!) - not all Old Souls act like, well, old souls. I think it was Troy who channeled Sarah Palin as being Mature, but with so much Baby imprinting that she appears to be a Baby soul. With Musk, his success probably contributed to the “I don’t have to listen” mentality. It does for a lot of people.

 

@Crystal, it's acknowledged that Elon Musk is a major head-up-his-ass, contrarian, blowhard dick in real life. My disappointment from the dream was seeing that he's still such a dick, in Essence at 5th Old, on the Astral plane. I see dreams where I meet up with Personalities as being, at least partly, true Essence Contact through a representation of the Soul. 

 

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No cable or smart tv, but I have an older tv monitor and a google crome cast, and via my tablet I can watch national and international news from a national broadcasting channel when I choose to take in 30-120 minutes - and that's not everyday. Or I can read some of the news from the same channel. The tv channel has NO advertising!

There can be 1-3 weeks between me opening Netflix, and even longer. It's not that interesting or entertaining. I use Spotify for music. I check fb randomly, maybe 1-4 weeks in between, and those that want to contact me can message me or call me. And I'm here on TLE now and then. I think I have a quite peaceful life. I used to live without television for quite many years when I was younger also, but I think I've always quite been well informed about what's going on in the world.

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On 11/8/2021 at 11:34 AM, Troy said:

Martyrdom is being used by younger souls and events that are trying to be controlled by younger souls. They are feeling victimhood and lack of control and feeling as if time is running out. This may bring some unsavory, violent, and dangerous behavior from younger souls, but it has been fairly quiet over October and into November. We cannot predict what the rest of November and December may bring.

 

Nov 11th 2021 Article re young soul martyrdom and the IS

 

MAGA Republicans Would Have Tried to Cancel Jesus, by John Pavlovitz 

 

MAGAs like to tell us there is a “War on Christmas.”

They’re right.

The truth is, Jesus wouldn’t have stood a chance in MAGA America.

They would have cancelled him immediately.

 

When he told them to love their neighbor as themselves, they would have screamed at him to go back where he came from and spit anti-Muslim, anti-Semitic epithets from behind anonymous message board Nazi avatars, raising defiant middle fingers in his face.

 

When Jesus pleaded with them to welcome the stranger and embrace the outcast and receive the refugee, Tucker Carlson, Laura Ingraham, and Sean Hannity would have devoted their programming to declaring him a  subversive, radical Leftist national threat and frightening their viewers into a anti-Jesus frenzy.

 

When he said that people of faith were to show compassion to the least among us, as a tangible measure of their love for God—Ted Cruz would scurry to Fox News to lament his subversive and dangerous plot against American family values and urge his base to shut him down and cut all ties of support with him.

 

When Jesus healed the sick, fed the hungry, cared for the suffering and implored us to do the same, our former president would have issued a rambling, vile press release assassinating his character, questioning his patriotism, and inciting violence against him.

 

When he spoke of the last being first, of the sacredness of humility, of the virtues of generosity; when he shunned violence, denounced power, and cautioned against wealth—they’d have proudly worn their #LetsGoBrandon shirts while chanting “F*ck You, Jesus!”

 

If Jesus were here speaking the words attributed to him in the Gospels, performing the acts of kindness described there, and preaching the same religion of good news for the poor and the marginalized—MAGA Christians would never give him a moment’s peace.

 

And when all else failed to silence him, some of the most damaged and unstable among them would take to the streets with AR-15s, and in crocodile tear—claims of self-defense, would do what their laws and talk shows and press conferences and ad campaigns could not do: they would permanently cancel Jesus because his empathy and love and generosity simply would not be tolerated in the “great nation” they are building. And no Republican politician would utter a word about it.

 

That is the sickening truth we need to reckon with as we head toward a holiday devoted to the birth of the healing, helping, caregiving, loving Jesus: those who will most loudly declare their affinity for him and most openly wield their religion and engage in the most performative piety, would be the greatest threat to him.

So, they can talk about a “War on Christmas” all they want, but their actions and words and their relentless rejection of his teachings and of the kind of people he spent his life embracing, remind us that they are Jesus’ fiercest adversaries.

 

MAGAs reject love.
They ridicule empathy.
They despise diversity.
They’d have cancelled Jesus.

 

https://johnpavlovitz.com

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I've really only been into TV since Netflix and Kanopy. I cannot recommend Kanopy enough. https://www.kanopy.com/

Last night we watched Passing on Netflix. I hope it wins tonnes of awards. 

 

 

Yvonne and I subscribed to another platform Neon for The L Word Generation Q, (which was average and I am not interested in watching it further) but it also had Tanya Saracho's Vida on it. What a wonderful queer show that was. It is one of the best queer shows that I had seen from a Mexican-American viewpoint with superb storytelling.  Saracho is a playwright I think before she came to screenwriting. Absolutely recommend it.

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I've stopped spending all day cruising the worldwide web for news, but it seems the news hasn't left me. 

Last night I had a dream about the 2024 election. Elephants were tossing ballots they didn't like and counted only the votes they did. Half way through, they decided appearances didn't matter any more so they stampeded off to the electoral college. There they trumpeted promises and sat on electors until all 538 agreed to vote 45. 

Next scene, 45 (now 47) is standing on the podium giving his acceptance speech before and even tinier crowd. (tinier than 2016). He was babbling about hate and death and doling out pain in the name of MAGA. Before the "speech" was over, he stopped, twitched, then ordered the military to round up all registered Democrats. They were sent to detention camps like the US did to the Japanese during WWII. 45 confiscated the prisoner's assets and claimed all that wealth as his own. The Republicans cheered. 47 would be pres for life.

Needless to say, I woke up a little freaked out. It's only a dream, right? Can't happen here, right?
*sigh*

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On 11/8/2021 at 11:34 AM, Troy said:

Infinite Soul Energy continues to grow and expand, particularly through Pat McCabe, at least in terms of public display. For those who are interested in watching how a fragment takes on hosting the Infinite Soul, she is the one to watch for now. There is still no confirmation or guarantee of Manifestation, but it is likely.

Pat McCabe speaking and manifesting IS energy on Nov 3, 2021:

 

The official title is "Collective Trauma & Climate Change" 

About half an hour in, Pat McCabe begins speaking about her family’s history, and places it in context alongside the history of humanity itself in North America.  She speaks of the good, the bad, and the ugly of that history.  About how and why humanity itself is “a traumatized species”.

 

Her co-host wasn’t expecting the bad and the ugly, let alone for them to be discussed so openly.  But Pat McCabe is on to something, and ties it into the history of what happened to Indigenous Peoples in Europe, as the Church rose in power, and used that power to suppress others’ knowledge and beliefs.

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Well, @Maryann, to be mordant about it, that’s one way to lower housing prices in expensive cities! But my instincts and intuition tell me that we’re pivoting away from Fuckface. To what, I don’t know, but if for no other reason than his age - nobody is immortal, not Fuckface, nor Mitch McConnell.

 

@WolfAmethyst, thank you for the Pat McCabe video link!

 

Look at it this way, at least we’re not in a Nexus Bubble! That had to have taken about five years off my current incarnation! I almost feel like we’re coasting rather calmly out of 2021, and am curious as to what 2022 will bring as far as overleaves.

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I just read this on the Washington Post and the CF of Martyrdom jumped off the page.

 

"Dear Carolyn: Over three years ago, my son was widowed. I moved in and helped care for my three grandchildren (8 to 14), kept the house, and basically enabled him to hold his life together.

 

Last year he started dating a nice woman, and it was so great to see him happy again. She is 35, the youngest of a large family, and lived with her mother until her mother died shortly before she started dating my son. 

 

Because of this family dynamic, I assumed she would welcome my staying on after the marriage. They both work and I can help so much, especially after they possibly have a baby.

 

The wedding is months away, and my son initiated a discussion about my finding a place of my own. I presented my case for staying on, but he said his fiancee is looking forward to running her own household after so many years living with her mother.

 

I feel like I’m being punished for the sins of a dead woman. I want to love and welcome my new daughter-in-law into our family, but it’s hard when she’s kicking me out.

 

Am I wrong to feel this way? How can I possibly look at it in a different light?”

 

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12 hours ago, Maureen said:

Am I wrong to feel this way? How can I possibly look at it in a different light?

 

Yes, I mean, what could she possibly do??? 😉 Hope she got some good guidance to step back and can find her peace with that....

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Dealing with my mom last week...martyrdom was front and center.

 

I think she expected me to come and just 'fix' everything.  

 

There is nothing for me to fix. This is age and her house is all her doing.

 

She needed to do her laundry.  I think she expected me to do it for her. When I made it clear that she needs to do it, she said she heard so and so talking to someone so she might not even have washers available in the laundry room.  I pushed back and said you never know till you check.

 

Took about 2 hours for the laundry to be done and just that much work exhausted her.

 

After that it was more and more of the woeisme stuff.  

 

Yeah feeling the martyrdom.

 

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2 hours ago, Nadine said:

 

Yes,´I mean, what could she possibly do??? <img src="> Hope she got some good guidance to step back and can find her peace with that....

"Wherever shall I go? Whatever shall I do?"

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Where I live has been hit pretty strongly by Martyrdom season.
We just had a HUGE storm and flood surge here in the Lower Mainland of British Columbia. It's... really bad. People's homes were swept away. Some people died. Communities are cut off from transport by water flows separating them into literal islands that people are traversing with boats and that are being patrolled by emergency services and police forces.
I can't go to campus in this weather, and I don't know how my work will be affected by this disaster.

And of course, you got a bunch of people panicking and overreacting and panic buying and a few riots happened with stores so they had to close down. We're out of toilet paper dudes, like clean out, it's Covid 2.0 here and people really did not learn from last time.
Social media feeds local to me are just overwhelmed by posts on this flooding of people saying "we're doomed". So 'yknow just the good ol doomsaying and doomscrolling going on and people trying to make jokes about these tragedies.
The brunt of the issue came from some burst river barriers, dams and dikes that couldn't withstand the pressure threshold they're built for.

All in all we need communities and the Canadian government in general to stop building our cities outwards mindlessly to accommodate exponentially growing immigrant populations, and allowing housing costs to be so high that disaster relief is left in the hands of the people most affected who... really can't DO anything about trying to buy a new home when their last was built and protected so poorly it just literally got swept off the Earth. People who had homes carved and reinforced poorly on the sides of mountains and in areas that used to be indigenous lakes for native peoples, drained to make way for highways and suburbs are suffering immensely.
We're like... waiting for emergencies to happen and then go "Oh how could we ever expect this??!! Woe is us, why is this happening to us?!".
We need some better infrastructure and transportation plans, we need to have more of an ecological and holistic systems focus with how we create our cities, and we need to build our community safeguards better to withstand the extremes of climate that will keep coming anyways.

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British Columbia's Compound climate disaster & Volunteers + "cowboys" using watercraft to rescue cattle caught in the flooding.

 

Glad you're safe, KurtisM !

 

How is everybody in the Vancouver / Gulf Islands and Seattle / San Juan Islands area doing?

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@WolfAmethyst

 

I am safe. Our house is on high ground so we are least affected, but this whole scenario just gets me angry for all the reasons I brought up above.

 

Those cattle won't be safe though. They'll just be brought back to the farm houses with PTSD to be milked and slaughtered, young or "old", all while we celebrate the hard work of farmers to get dairy, meat and eggs to our stores and tables, and ignore the impact said cattle farming has on the climate crises we are in.

Sigh.

One step at a time.

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On 11/8/2021 at 11:34 AM, Troy said:

NOVEMBER continues the move through Martyrdom, but we are seeing an unexpectedly low number of students falling into it. Many of our students are not thrilled, or enthusiastic, or happy, and they remain struggling with themselves and the world, but very few have resorted to Martyrdom for protection or defense. We say that this is unexpectedly low because patterns over the beginning of the year looked to have been leading to a wildly difficult “season” of Chief Feature. Instead, most of the Martyrdom is being used by younger souls and events that are trying to be controlled by younger souls. They are feeling victimhood and lack of control and feeling as if time is running out.

 

This quote from Jane Roberts/Seth Quotes speaks to me of Martyrdom (space) and Impatience (time). It's a great angle into how many view and judge creative effort and output. 

 

"[...] You have believed that so much time “spent” had to produce “so much” creative work, or creative product. *(Loudly:)*You even more than Ruburt—and that is saying something—have connected creativity and time in a way that is detrimental. [...] Your painting time, I tell you—listen to me—had basically nothing to do with clock time. It takes a certain amount of “time” physically to work with a brush. Beyond that, the inspiration of your soul can speak in three minutes, and give you the inspirations of a lifetime (loudly)—but not while you insist that creative time and physical time coincide. This has to do with Ruburt’s symptoms, for he felt that he must be at his desk so many hours, whatever the number, and you became so obsessed with the amount of physical hours that you had to devote to painting that you began to divide up your psyche in terms of time."

 

"[...] Your ideas of time, jointly and individually, have hampered your creativity. There seems to be a dilemma in terms of time. [...] As long as you insist upon identifying creative time with physical time, the dilemma will be real. Your work on the book will be slow, for you will be sure that it “must take so much time.” [...] Your painting “must take so much time.” [...]"

 

"[...] Your notes for the book can come easily, literally in half the time they do now take because of your beliefs. *(Although I’m not aware of having any complaints here.) *Your painting in physical terms can take half the physical time that it now takes because of your beliefs. [...] Your creativity seems to have burst the practical elements of time. That is, your painting, Ruburt’s work, and my books seems to be “too much” in terms of time only because you have not let your intuitive understanding of creativity grow with your experience. [...]"

 

—TPS3 Deleted Session September 20, 1975

 

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Martyrdom alive and wriggling in NZ too. The NZ Labour government November 2021 vaccine mandate deadline that dictates that health professionals (whose first mandate is "to do no harm") and teachers are vaccinated against covid-19 has come and gone, that date being Tuesday 16 November 2021 this week.  So 500 or so now ex-health professionals and ex-teachers are bothering the rest of those of us who are vaccinated saying "that they were forced to give up their beloved jobs because they didn't want to get vaccinated", that "they were making a stand against this communist government and nazi leader (FFS) Jacinda Ardern" (it is white privileged yet undereducated people who have never been in a dictatorship/imprisoned/tortured or persecuted for their existence calling Jacinda a nazi, yes). 

 

So the local hospital is a 5 minute walk from our house and those health professionals, teachers and customer facing professionals who CHOSE to lose their jobs instead of getting vaccinated, hung their beloved Registered Nurses and Registered Midwives uniforms up in trees directly outside the local hospital (eyeroll) and then with righteousness and the support of 200 hangers on, marched from the local hospital to the local District Council to bitch about their woes. And rest assured this protest crowd of vaccine refusal enthusiasts are deliberately infiltrated, boosted and preyed upon, by the American and irrelevant to New Zealand Q Anon and pro Trump White Supremacy groups. Honestly, this is the most stupid hill to die on, but there we are.

 

Never has it been more conspicuous to me that we are living in times where we share the same physical space and time and yet we have such differing realities as regards "the truth" "science" etc. Its incredibly disheartening. 

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Someone in one of my social media groups I'm in tried to post a fundraiser for "job loss from mandates."  
It got swiftly removed. 
"Job loss" 
No, job forfeiture. 
Not the same. 

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On 11/8/2021 at 11:34 AM, Troy said:

Martyrdom for protection or defense...

Martyrdom is being used by younger souls and events that are trying to be controlled by younger souls. They are feeling victimhood and lack of control and feeling as if time is running out. This may bring some unsavory, violent, and dangerous behavior from younger souls, but it has been fairly quiet over October and into November. We cannot predict what the rest of November and December may bring.

More Martyrdom to go around, it looks like 😫  I rewatched the musical "Hamilton" the other day, and two lines keep replaying in my head:

"The world turned upside down! " from the scene / song of the Battle of Yorktown

"Look around, look around at how lucky we are to be alive right now" from the song "That Would be Enough"

So which comes next? Both? 🤔

 

In Austria 

Austria became the first country in western Europe to reimpose a full national lockdown this autumn to tackle a new wave of infections and will require its whole population to be vaccinated as of February.

 

In the Netherlands
Crowds of rioters torched cars and threw rocks at police who responded with warning shots and a water cannon as protests against Covid-19 measures turned violent 

 

In Germany

German state of Bavaria cancelled all Christmas markets 

Covid situation is now so grave that a lockdown, including for people who have been vaccinated, cannot be ruled out, the health minister Jens Spahn said.

https://www.theguardian.com/world/live/2021/nov/19/covid-news-live-macron-says-locking-down-frances-unvaccinated-not-necessary

 

 

in the United States...

Kyle Rittenhouse, the teenager who killed two people and shot another during unrest in Kenosha, Wisconsin, was acquitted Friday of first-degree intentional homicide and four other felony charges.

 

Kyle Rittenhouse's acquittal on all five counts sets a “dangerous precedent” that may embolden others, warned Jacob Blake's family attorney B'Ivory LaMarr, responding to the verdict today.

https://www.cnn.com/us/live-news/kyle-rittenhouse-trial-verdict-watch-11-19-21/index.html

 

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Given the waves of violence and incitement of violence, generally linked to the denial of systemic issues around the world... I don't see it as likely that we won't have the Infinite Soul Manifestation at this point.

 

I hope we can make it through this turbulent period of time intact. I don't think the world has seen so much resistance and tumultuous activity and gridlock for a while.

I'm thinking the closest we last came to this was the Late 60s, then WWII then WWI.

That's only a tiny % of time in the grand scheme, but because Humanity's progress has exponentially accelerated in the last century, our world feels and is vastly different from those times.

 

Luckily, all of our solutions are right here with us for creating the big bright new world we need. And we have time. Not much, but there's still time.

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I just saw this in the NYTimes. I wonder if it’s another (baby) step away from Young Soul consumerism.

 

Target makes Thanksgiving closings permanent 

 

Target stores will close for Thanksgiving Day this year and every year moving forward, the retailer announced on Monday.

 

"What started as a temporary measure driven by the pandemic is now our new standard," said Target’s chief executive in a statement.

 

 

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8 hours ago, Maureen said:

I just saw this in the NYTimes. I wonder if it’s another (baby) step away from Young Soul consumerism.

The move toward being open on thanksgiving was started by Wal-mart. So the market followed because Wal-mart sucks.

 

Target announcing this apparently first is a good move. It is paltry and almost performative but it is a start.

 

The other thing could be they are reading the room.  We have a in declared general strike happening.  People learned during covid there is more to life than work.  People are making the decision to withdraw their labor for various reasons.  

 

Some businesses are begining to realize that they need to start at least pretending to care about their workers or they will lose them.

 

****

Side note.  

 

I commented on my senator's Facebook page the other day.  She had posted something wishing Biden a happy birthday. Fine

 

And thanks for his strong leadership.

Not fine.

 

Biden wants to be the next FDR.

 

FDR during the 1930s brought the capitalists to heel.  He basically told them you will accept and support me in this or you will loose more than your money. 

 

Biden has not done that.  He hasn't flexed his power.  He hasn't even brought his party to heel like Johnson in the 60s.

 

He wants to be a leader.  "Forcing" the closure of big box stores on thanksgiving would be a signal.  He couldn't legally force them to.  But he could start twisting arms behind the scenes saying hinting at OSHA or Labor relations board or FTC or any number of federal agencies might suddenly take an interest in them.

 

But he isn't using the power of the federal government to force change.

 

So we have to rely on the "goodness" of the CEO.

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I have been quite passive here some time, because I have felt energy of this autumn quite heavy. Like Michael said in October "For our students, this may show up passively and as an undercurrent that feels as if one is barely keeping one’s head above the water" it has been exactly so for me, personally. I don't feel any fall to martyrdom, but I am not far from it neither. I'm suffering low energy and feeling forced to take responsibility in situation where is not anybody else to take it. Of course, it is not the whole truth. My mom had to sell her house, because she cannot survive there anymore. Her bank wants also her paying the loan back. In the house were mess from 30 years, my mom is a hoarder. Now it is better, I can see some hope already, but it is a really huge job to get it empty for the end of this year. I am literally the only one, who is doing this job wth mom. My brother and sister are too busy to travel and help. My oldest daughter also needs help, she moved to new apartment couple of months ago, but she got sick quickly. There is probably mold in the house, the air is not fresh indoor and she has strong allergy symptoms. So I had to search new home with her and now again move all her stuff. We have 300 km distance. And this could be easier, if she had some friends there to ask to help, but how is possible to make friends with corona lockdown and online studying? So, I catch myself to think "Do I always have to take care of everything?". And then remember myself that my mom is still alive and healthy, she will live near us and no more in the forest, middle of nowhere. I don't have to worry, how she will manage. My daughter had quite rough year, and I found it very hard, when I knew that she was depressed and suffered anxiety and loneliness, and same time no messaging to me and saying only "everything is fine". Now she asks help and my opinion, when is learning to choose. And she talks about herself. I am grateful for that new connection we have. Michael said that I am in her Anchor and she is in my Child position.

 

I realized this year, that there is a pattern in Energy Reports, there is always Chief Features active in the end of year. I worked in Waldorf School (founded by Rudolf Steiner) many years ago, Michael's Day was celebrated there in early October. It was a harvest festival, but also themed of fighting inner "dragons". That's when the legend of St. George was performed, and songs were sung asking for help and strength from the archangel Michael. I think this festival is celebrating every Waldorf School around the world. I remember that Jose Stevens named Chief Features "Dragons". I can't avoid smiling, when I see the connection. Steiner found something essential. 

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