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ENERGY REPORT - December 2021


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1 hour ago, Troy said:

DECEMBER 17th - 28th: NEXUS - CONVERGENCE - Infinite Soul energy pulling together more parallels for Manifestation. This may be marked by one or more of the known or unknown Infinite Souls making a statement or headline.

So...literally putting the CHRIST (Infinite Soul) back in CHRISTMAS...

The 1995 Jesus vs Santa clip that started South Park takes on a whole new meaning this year, then.  

Plus it was the first thing that popped into my head after reading this 🤣
I've never liked the anti-semitism between South Park's Kyle and Cartman (FUCK HITLER!) , but the rest of this clip has given me plenty of laughs over the years.  

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Thank you, Troy and Michael!   Once again, this Energy Report feels like it is speaking directly to me.  So closely reflects that I've been thinking and feeling, it certainly feels like a validation.   In so many ways "life" feels heavy, burdensome and "out of my control;" feels like it could be so easy to get pulled down into the negativity and paralysis.  I have instead been trying to focus on things that I CAN do and things I CAN change, and I think it has helped me to keep moving on.  I have my dark moments, but then I've got to bring it back.   Big one for me was to only allow myself to quickly skim the headlines and just move on by anything that feels like it's going to drag me down.  Another big one was getting vaccinated back int he Spring and getting my booster as soon as I was eligible.  These may not be right for everyone, but they work for me and make me feel like i can keep on going.   What can I choose for today?  Feels like a good question to keep asking right now.

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1 hour ago, KurtisM said:

It is interesting that Self-Destruction is next year's chief feature. This year, I have noticed most people, including myself, feeling like they have to sacrifice everything just to get by, whether that be work, relationships, self-care etc.; or they have been struggling with compulsive, intrusive, suicidal thoughts.

Given that the Infinite Soul manifests when masses of people lose interest in living, and lose focus on the truth, this is simultaneously alarming and not surprising to me.

Centuries? I wonder when Michael last saw the same level of higher and persistent depression?  

Any ideas how we "bounced back" "last time"?

I'm guessing Michael was referring to:

The Black Death (Europe / Asia, 1346-53)

First New World Epidemics of Old World Diseases (ie smallpox and measles killing 70-90% of the original population) (Mexico, Central & Latin America ~1520-1580)

The 30 Years War (Holy Roman Empire, 1618-48) 

 

MEntity: Depression to some degree is higher and more persistent among our students at the moment on a broader scale than we have seen in centuries. 

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This seems strange to me.

 

Depression is a constant in my life but I have actually notices a decrease in the symptoms over the last month or so.

 

I think that may be do to some breakthroughs that happened around my mom and my past that I don't think could've happened as effectively without being out in CA in early November.

 

More on that in a blog post.

 

With regards to martyrdom, I had to lay some clear boundries with my mom on what I could and could not control.  This then started to expand with choices at home too.

 

Tired, yes.  Always. But at the same time weirdly content.

 

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Thank you so much for this, Troy. I'm in the same boat as you, @Christian. I definitely felt that dive into exhaustion at the beginning of this month, but I've been surrounded with love these past few weeks -- from animals, from family -- and that's helped me maintain my joy and calm. I also had a lovely session with Michael that helped me accept the exhaustion and the current state of the world as it is in a way that helped me keep in touch with my intuition and vision for the future.

 

Sending love to all who need it on here. This isn't all there is; we're living in a moment now. The next moment is coming. And the moment after that. ❤️

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If this has anything to do with this energy report I don't know... it's something I've been realizing over the course of this year... but I think it got more intense this last weekend...

 

 I think my emotions have gotten more intense and unstable this year.

 Perhaps this has not been noticeable to most of the people around me as when I feel my emotions are out of control I tend to pull away. to leave the conversation., be silent.. so as not to hurt someone accidentally.. in other words i turn off.. IoI

 

 And for that to happen, I just need to see a scene from a series that remembers something from my past... or listen to a conversation that recalls something unpleasant from my past...

 

 And the person may be talking about something happy like: "I got my first job when I was 16" or how much fun he had at parties...

 And then I remember that I only got a job when I was 30... and I felt terrible at parties and I was never able to enjoy myself at one...

 And then since I don't have anything nice to share I keep quiet so I don't turn a happy conversation into an outburst about the worst moments of my life.. IoI

 And that happened quite often this year... 
 

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3 hours ago, Troy said:

We remind you that this will pass. It. Will. Pass. It is not the truth and this is not who you are. 


This ❤️
 

The whole energy report is so powerful! Thanks, Troy!

 

One of my most favourite symbols is that of a phoenix. Raising from ashes. Again and again. Never giving up, no matter how deep in shit we’re stuck.  I’m pretty sure humanity got stuck in it many times. And yeah, we’ll get through and out of this again.

 

……………………………..

I fear the consequences that choices bring with them. I mean, I don’t fear the consequences so much for me personally but how the choices I make influence and affect other people‘s lives. I feel like I screwed up and failed so many people by making the ‚wrong‘ or ‚selfish’ choices in the past trying to find a balance between what I actually want vs what is ‚needed‘ or expected of me as a human participating in society.

 

This year was a toughy for me too.

Hearing that many of you have felt similar really helps. 

 

At the beginning of the year I was signed off work with stress for a few months. The second lockdown we had was simply too much for me.
In August everything started to feel pointless, my anxiety was skyrocketing high and taking up my energy. I went on medication for the first time. It got better but it’s still a wild emotional ride.
Everything still feels so draining, human interaction is exhausting me (more than usual lol) and I don’t feel like socialising anymore.

But I have also started to make some healthy changes, like diet and more exercises. I found a new app called ‘fabulous’ that helps to create healthy routines and has helped me a lot.

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22 minutes ago, Luciana Flora said:

 

If this has anything to do with this energy report I don't know... it's something I've been realizing over the course of this year... but I think it got more intense this last weekend...

 

 I think my emotions have gotten more intense and unstable this year.

 Perhaps this has not been noticeable to most of the people around me as when I feel my emotions are out of control I tend to pull away. to leave the conversation., be silent.. so as not to hurt someone accidentally.. in other words i turn off.. IoI

 

 And for that to happen, I just need to see a scene from a series that remembers something from my past... or listen to a conversation that recalls something unpleasant from my past...

 

 And the person may be talking about something happy like: "I got my first job when I was 16" or how much fun he had at parties...

 And then I remember that I only got a job when I was 30... and I felt terrible at parties and I was never able to enjoy myself at one...

 And then since I don't have anything nice to share I keep quiet so I don't turn a happy conversation into an outburst about the worst moments of my life.. IoI

 And that happened quite often this year... 
 

This sounds to me more like you are letting yourself fully feel your feelings, finally.  Of course there will be a backlog and extra intensity you need to work through. 
You have resolved some really important family stuff, so you are less distracted by that, so new stuff is coming up to be dealt with now. 
Think of it as the unpleasant tingles that happen when one of your hands or feet fall asleep, and the way it stings when the blood gets moving again. 
Things come back to life, but first it's really uncomfortable for a while. 
Wishing you peace and joy, @Luciana Flora

 

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Oh boy, this one feels especially descriptive of my life right now. My parents are moving here next weekend, and they're a rolling catastrophe. Bad or no decisions have led to my having to decide where they're going to move to, my father is in steep decline and my mother has largely been in denial about how much care and supervision he truly needs, which led to him having multiple near-accidents while driving, because he nods off and has no short term memory anymore, until he finally totaled their car, putting the final nail in the coffin of their credit. This made it hard to find them an apartment up here, but we finally did, and I was making peace with having them as neighbors when my mother informed us that my barely functional alcoholic brother is coming with them, after being put out of the rehab program he'd just entered because he has no insurance. Or that's her story, anyway. She's so averse to accountability, for herself and for him, that for all I know there's some other reason. So I've been dreading their arrival, and having to be very vocal about boundaries with my mother, who doesn't respect my boundaries and possibly believes that I have none. Those conversations are fun. Apparently I'm an extremist because I don't want my kid anywhere near my hard-drinking, getting into random street fights, doing shady jobs, belligerent brother until he's been actively working on getting sober for a while. Oh yes, and I'm rejecting him. The man is 36 years old and has been in and out of treatment and addiction cycles for nearly a decade, stealing from my parents, getting increasingly less healthy, but I'm the villain.

 

In any case, all this has led to my feeling incredibly heavy and sad, and very angry. We've also got a lot of things going on in our work and family lives, much of it good, just very time-consuming. It's a lot. I wake up in the middle of the night wishing for some kind of deus ex machina to change this situation with my family of origin.

 

On the other hand I'm fucking alive and undefeated. One of my beloved cadence mates is keeping me sane with long beautiful text conversations lately, my daughter is amazing, my editor loves my book, I have my health. It's just a fucking slog even with all that.

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IF I HAVE THE POWER OF CHOICE, USE IT: you have a right to all of the choices you can make, which includes the choice for how to see the world, yourself, and others.

 

I say that I AM very HAPPY in my personal Life, I am Grateful for my days and my Participation in it, no matter how small or big my contributions are.

I see the world as an ever evolving fluctuating field and I am very picky what needs my attention, wherever I give my Energy in, will grow.

Others have a different drumbeat, a different rhythm, some resonate more.

I had to have a long breath for a project to become tangible, now its almost there.

 

You have a RIGHT to choose. It is not up to the world, your status, your success, your ambition or motivation, etc. You have a RIGHT, full stop.

 

Thank You Michael & Troy for sharing!

 

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@Luciana Flora I love to read your posts, I think people at a party would love to hear your input or have you ask questions about them. 
Your growth and strength that you show is amazing and your insight on the topics are great. 

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Thank you Troy for your work and the Michaels for being consistently there to give information.
I haven’t felt much depression in awhile and my anxiety has been minimal. I have had a loss of energy the last couple weeks though. My year has been pretty good and I hope 2022 just gets better!

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With Martyrdom being the reason for the season (ok, that's a play on the religious purpose of it)  I suppose I saw some of the fallout from Thanksgiving today.  I cremated 12 cases today in my 10 hour shift and 3 of those were suicides by hanging.  Two younger females and one middle aged male.  I thought it strange that I kept seeing the "hanging throat signature" marks occur so many times in one shift and then saw they all died shortly before or after Thanksgiving.

I hope you all find something/someone to help uplift you during these times.  I love you all and want to go through 2022 with you  ❤️

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7 hours ago, Troy said:

DECEMBER brings the grip of Martyrdom into a quiet strength that may have been unanticipated. Many of our students have quietly spiraled into the energy of Martyrdom as the year comes to a close and the prospect of more years ahead only looks daunting rather than exciting or full of potential. 

 

Depression to some degree is higher and more persistent among our students at the moment on a broader scale than we have seen in centuries. Chief Features of Impatience and Martyrdom are all about CONTROL, fear of losing control. Impatience is the fear of losing control of time while Martyrdom is the fear of losing control over your space (life, body, home, security, etc). Both of these Chief Features are all about the FUTURE with the logic that if you can control time, you can control the future, or if you can control your space, you can control your future. The future feels emptier or heavier or more out of control than ever at the moment for many. Depression can be a response to this as Anger is helplessness and Depression is anger turned inward.

 

We remind you that this will pass. It. Will. Pass. It is not the truth and this is not who you are. 

 

Gee, I just figured it was the health crap I'm going through. At least it should all be resolved sometime in January (fingers crossed).

 

Angry? Oh, you betcha. I've had this damn heart murmur most if not all my life, and *no one* ever bothered to find out why. How would my life and health have been different if I didn't get so tired so easily? Will the valve replacement correct it? What will be the effect, if any, on the other health issue that's been bothering me for years, my knees?

 

Maybe end-of-life isn't my only escape, after all. I'll be so glad when this is all over.

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What a wild ride we're all on. 🎢 Interesting to validate some comments Uma and I had the other day. 

 

9 hours ago, Troy said:

DECEMBER brings the grip of Martyrdom into a quiet strength that may have been unanticipated. Many of our students have quietly spiraled into the energy of Martyrdom as the year comes to a close and the prospect of more years ahead only looks daunting rather than exciting or full of potential. 

 

Depression to some degree is higher and more persistent among our students at the moment on a broader scale than we have seen in centuries. Chief Features of Impatience and Martyrdom are all about CONTROL, fear of losing control. Impatience is the fear of losing control of time while Martyrdom is the fear of losing control over your space (life, body, home, security, etc). Both of these Chief Features are all about the FUTURE with the logic that if you can control time, you can control the future, or if you can control your space, you can control your future. The future feels emptier or heavier or more out of control than ever at the moment for many. Depression can be a response to this as Anger is helplessness and Depression is anger turned inward.

 

Uma:  do you think martyrdom is contributing to how we feel?

 

Maureen:  That’s a good question. I don’t know. I feel overwhelmed with compassion and not in control at all — in my life and in the world. Perhaps December’s Energy Report will shed some light. 

 

At least your question got me crying. I need the relief.

 

9 hours ago, Troy said:

DECEMBER 3rd - 6th: ENERGY SHIFT - this energy shift is a deep plummet into paralysis, fatigue, exhaustion, defeat, depression, etc. For many, this may not be obvious since this has been a baseline of experience for several months, but some of you may notice. We think this shift is a reset, sedation of the body to sleep and rest and tune out from the world as a way to prepare for a return to a revitalized state for 2022. Let yourselves sleep.

 

The Energy Shift was also bang on. I'm still trying to process what I went through for about 36 hours. It started the evening of the 3rd and lasted until the day of the 5th. In some ways it drifted into today, as well. I was feeling strange things that I couldn't explain happen all through my body. I wondered if I was getting a cold... which I never do. By Saturday it was nausea and full blown upper gut inflammation with tension spreading to my back that was extremely painful. I ended up having a bowel movement (which helped move "things" along) and intense crying. The pain felt familiar. I realized it was similar (but not as intense) to when I had food poisoning so bad I had to go to the hospital. It was bewildering. I felt out of control, like my body was processing something without me being fully conscious. I kept on getting an image of how much the hydro-morphine drip they gave me in the hospital eased the pain (I've never felt such relief from pain) so I took some good meds to help soothe me in the early evening and then into sleep. It took all Saturday night for the pain to dissipate. I was afraid of getting out of bed on Sunday worried that the pain would start all over again... but it didn't. I still don't know what happened but I suspect it was my intellectual body's way of saying "I can't process any more of this shit, any more, so let's dump it into my emotional body and physical body" and they reacted with saying "I can't stomach (literally) any more of this, either." It was like a mini-breakdown.

 

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I really felt this Energy Shift. In October, a new neighbor moved into the apartment upstairs. At the end of November, her boyfriend moved in. This weekend I discovered he has three sons (5 and 8 ) that will visit him on the weekends. It was incredibly loud the whole weekend, of course, three little boys have a lot of energy. By Sunday night I was completely exhausted and anxious. I went upstairs saturday morning, because the thumping and dragging of stuff across the floor began before 7 in the morning, but the guy who opened the door was not very receptive to my plea. Mind you, we're talking about a single bedroom 590 square feet apartment - it is definitely not laid out for a family with children. I talked to my landlord yesterday, we have a good relationship, and of course she was unaware there were three little children that were part of the deal. She was pissed, not only because she didn't know about the children but because the guy wasn't supposed to move in until january and just moved in by the end of november anyway. But tenants rights are fairly well protected here in Germany and once a lease is signed, it's very hard to get someone out of an apartment. So there's not much she can do by now. I went back to talk to them yesterday and talked to the woman instead of the guy, who was a bit more friendly. She said the kids are not going to be there every weekend but that they're kids - so when they're here they're going to be loud. So, long story short, I might need to look for another apartment, which really makes me sad, because I always loved living here. I'm going to try to see how I feel about it in a couple of months, maybe I can get used to the new noisy situation but I do love a quiet sourrounding, I'm fairly quiet myself and I also feel that now I have trouble to not focus on every noise coming from upstairs. I'm feel just really defeated by now, nothing to do but live with it or move out, and that really sucks. 

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Just to validate the energy shift - i didn't know about it, but yesterday i thought in the afternoon that damn, i am feeling somehow weirdly hopeless, what's with this? And decided to just roll with it bc it would pass. It wasn't anything too bad but i did notice it. Today my body is all over the place, just hormones but i don't usually feel this way. Sweaty and kind of a little crazy. But i did wake early, i got up at 2am which was great! I hope i'll feel normal tomorrow.

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16 hours ago, Troy said:

DECEMBER 3rd - 6th: ENERGY SHIFT - this energy shift is a deep plummet into paralysis, fatigue, exhaustion, defeat, depression, etc. For many, this may not be obvious since this has been a baseline of experience for several months, but some of you may notice. We think this shift is a reset, sedation of the body to sleep and rest and tune out from the world as a way to prepare for a return to a revitalized state for 2022. Let yourselves sleep.

Had a dream on the 3rd confirming the energy shift, but thought it was a nexus at the time:
 

I dreamed of cradling several children in my arms, trying to help each one maintain their fragile hold on life:

 All of them were patients in a crowded hospital ward.
All of them had been malnourished and starving for long enough to become quiet and listless.
I had a sense that help was coming, but nobody knew whether it would arrive "in time" to save these children or not.

They weren't coughing, on oxygen, or anything that looked like COVID though.
 

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6 hours ago, Connor said:

Yep. Fuck 2021. Worst year ever. Bring me a new year to complain about.

 

Eh, I dunno. We were searching on the dating apps for a new year and I feel like 2021 catfished everyone and then never showed up. Worse, our relationship with 2020 never ended: we just got better with coping with that abusive relationship over the past 24 months of 2020.

 

(add this to my list of reasons I gave up on dating)

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