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I'm personally doing alright so far. I never seem to get more than knee-deep in the collective energy patterns, myself.  That said, I can see it hammering the people close to me, and I just found out a close friend and teacher of mine has COVID with pneumonia (he seems alright for the moment, but...), so perhaps I shouldn't speak so soon.

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12 hours ago, Troy said:

JANUARY 5th - 8th: NEXUS - DIVERGENCE - This is an emotional Nexus that is all about the choices made in response to emotionally-driven experiences. This is a divergence that could be said to act as a kind of purge for that which is most emotionally damaged and attached or addicted to patterns that no longer serve. This is a window for examining these and allowing them to be released in favor of creating new patterns that serve Agape.

 

Spot on for me! I am used to periodic emotional upheavals, but boy, was that a doozy. Found myself becoming a desperate, ingratiating mess and was like, "Girl, get a grip!" 🤦‍♀️ Now on the other side I think I must have been releasing some unhealthy Cording. Ready to move forward with Agape into the New Year. 

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10 hours ago, KurtisM said:

"JANUARY 5th - 8th: NEXUS - DIVERGENCE - This is an emotional Nexus that is all about the choices made in response to emotionally-driven experiences. This is a divergence that could be said to act as a kind of purge for that which is most emotionally damaged and attached or addicted to patterns that no longer serve. This is a window for examining these and allowing them to be released in favor of creating new patterns that serve Agape."

 

So first off, all the messages and importance of LOVING in this report resonates with my aim to help create the Love Timeline. So in a way, I'm glad that that's the collective energy right now. To Love.

 

Second, I felt this divergence, but it was more so around several people and groups around me entering into crazy and heated disagreements. Like 5 groups at once just started getting into huge fights, and I was so confused. I just decided to trust. I don't think any version of me that branched would decide to not trust, but that was my choice. To trust we'll get through it.

Turns out each group, rather than choosing to completely sever or escalate beyond all relief, chose actions that were simply to take a break, forgive themselves and not hammer on, or blocked each other in tandem without need for vindication. The pent up energy was released and just disintegrated, and it's almost like each group has just... moved on. I was really relieved by this, and so I feel like my choice to trust, to just trust, is a choice I really like having made. <img src=">
I was not the only one affected by these groups in outrage either, I unexpectedly found others were quite affected too that I did not think would be. So I got the sense that "something was going on".
In my personal life, I'm pretty sure this nexus showed up in my incessant crying around the struggles I keep dealing with, particularly with my desire to meet the people I have come to love. I'm just going to trust I will get there. I will get there and I plan and intend to ENJOY this damn year!

Let's go create the Love. <img src="><img src=">

 

I think the moon in Aries made the nexus fraught with conflict and heated exchanges. 

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11 hours ago, Connie Stansell-Foy said:

 

 

 

I don't know how to do this.

 

Perhaps it's anxiety over my upcoming valve replacement, maybe because I just generally feel unwell, maybe it's the arthritis pain, maybe it's because I dislike being cold and it's winter. Maybe it's the Martyrdom/Self-Destruction combination.

 

But I don't know how to lift myself out of it. I'm tired, I want to cry, I just want it to be over. All of it: the winter, the pandemic, the mass hatred, the stupidity, but most of all the valve replacement. I still have some hope that the procedure will improve how I feel, and I want that to happen sooner rather than later.

 

My procedure is Thursday morning. I'll be overnight in the hospital that night, and Richard is taking me to his home for the next couple of days. Hopefully by the time he brings me home, I'll be out of this funk.


@Connie Stansell-Foy, I am sending you all my love and strength and will be thinking of you on Thursday (time difference between us included :-)).
 

Also, I fully concur with the exasperation you expressed about the pandemic, mass hatred, stupidity, etc. I feel that way too. It takes conscious effort every day to not be dragged down by all that.
 

Maybe it is my stubbornness, but reading the energy report, my reaction is: No! I refuse to be ruled by this combination of chief features (martyrdom and self-destruction). There simply is no way I will let them ruin this year for me. What came to my mind was that wonderful scene from the movie ‘Little Buddha’, in which the forces of Maya are marching against the Buddha, but then fall away like the waves of illusion that they are. I will try to emulate that (the Buddha-part 😁)!

 

 

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I'll post here what I vented on discord. I don't know if this has anything to do with the energy report.. I don't think so.. .. it's something extremely personal.. it doesn't have much to do with what's happening in the world.. but it reflects well the how I've been feeling lately. I posted the following:

 

 

 

Today something happened that showed in practice what I mean when I say that my triggers are making my relationships difficult.. and even limiting the people I can relate to. I met a new person at work today. His name is William.

 

He started talking to me out of nowhere. At some point in the conversation he asked if I was autistic. And I was amazed by this question. I think he noticed.. probably yes.. I'm bad at hiding the things I feel even when I want to.. IoI So he told me that he said that because he noticed that I had difficulty staying still, which he also has. And then I thought.. maybe I'm really autistic since someone who is thinks I'm similar in some way.

However as the conversation progressed I started to feel bad about the conversation. He is not a radiology technician, he works in nursing. And he started talking about the positive things that autism brings him. He even said that the fact that he was agitated was what made him choose to work in an emergency hospital. And as the conversation flowed I started to notice that he fit the genius with no social skills. And that's when I started to feel bad.. If I'm autistic then why did I just have the worst part of autism?? Why don't I have the incredible intelligence that would make up for a lack of social skills? what I felt was somewhat similar to what I felt in that episode of: "The good doctor". In which I gave up watching after the first episode because I felt so bad.

 

And then he told me about all the activities he does and that he started working at 18 and started asking me questions.. and then it was complicated because I didn't want to talk. I didn't want to say that I was considered retarded at the beginning of my school life.. I didn't want to say that after I finished college and then I spend 8 years looking for a job. And then I realized what I was feeling: Shame. I was feeling ashamed of my past. I sincerely wish he would stop talking to me. And I stopped myself from yelling, "I don't want to talk to you" (editado)

 

Cause I know I would look crazy if I did that. And I knew he hadn't done anything to justify that reaction… so I just tried to avoid the conversation. This is a practical example of how my emotions get in the way of my relationships or simply a conversation with someone I'm meeting now. (editado)

 

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I am sorry you have these feelings. We all have things in ourselves we don’t like or wish we were a certain way. You have so many good qualities that you just don’t see. We all have good qualities in us. Just ask your friends what they are and you will see. Don’t judge yourself by others. You only see one side of them.  I did that most of my life and it took a long time to realize my good qualities. I wished I was smarter, had a better memory and I wished I wasn’t so ugly. I had a bad view of myself. Please look at yourself in a better light as you are an awesome person. Your writings show how smart you are. You definitely are caring. Use that as your advantage. 

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10 hours ago, Luciana Flora said:

I'll post here what I vented on discord. I don't know if this has anything to do with the energy report.. I don't think so.. .. it's something extremely personal.. it doesn't have much to do with what's happening in the world.. but it reflects well the how I've been feeling lately. I posted the following:

 

 

 

Today something happened that showed in practice what I mean when I say that my triggers are making my relationships difficult.. and even limiting the people I can relate to. I met a new person at work today. His name is William.

 

He started talking to me out of nowhere. At some point in the conversation he asked if I was autistic. And I was amazed by this question. I think he noticed.. probably yes.. I'm bad at hiding the things I feel even when I want to.. IoI So he told me that he said that because he noticed that I had difficulty staying still, which he also has. And then I thought.. maybe I'm really autistic since someone who is thinks I'm similar in some way.

However as the conversation progressed I started to feel bad about the conversation. He is not a radiology technician, he works in nursing. And he started talking about the positive things that autism brings him. He even said that the fact that he was agitated was what made him choose to work in an emergency hospital. And as the conversation flowed I started to notice that he fit the genius with no social skills. And that's when I started to feel bad.. If I'm autistic then why did I just have the worst part of autism?? Why don't I have the incredible intelligence that would make up for a lack of social skills? what I felt was somewhat similar to what I felt in that episode of: "The good doctor". In which I gave up watching after the first episode because I felt so bad.

 

And then he told me about all the activities he does and that he started working at 18 and started asking me questions.. and then it was complicated because I didn't want to talk. I didn't want to say that I was considered retarded at the beginning of my school life.. I didn't want to say that after I finished college and then I spend 8 years looking for a job. And then I realized what I was feeling: Shame. I was feeling ashamed of my past. I sincerely wish he would stop talking to me. And I stopped myself from yelling, "I don't want to talk to you" (editado)

 

Cause I know I would look crazy if I did that. And I knew he hadn't done anything to justify that reaction… so I just tried to avoid the conversation. This is a practical example of how my emotions get in the way of my relationships or simply a conversation with someone I'm meeting now. (editado)

 

 

Don't let his comments get to you. Autism shows up differently in men and women. I don't think those differences are inherent to gender. It's just that we are socialized differently. Even if you are diagnosed to be somewhere on the spectrum it wouldn't be the end of the world. You're doing just fine and are interested in your own personal growth. Also, you don't have to be autistic to not want to talk to someone and you absolutely can tell someone who annoys you that you're not interested in becoming friends. It's okay to have boundaries. 

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@Luciana Flora, this is how depressingly easy it is to be affected by other people's thoughts. I have been here, and half the time you won't know who you are going to encounter or what they think or how they might effect you until you give them the time of day, which you kindly did. You remain a kind, competent and capable person regardless. 

 

Think of how more self assured and certain you were feeling before you started listening to this self important person who stole your time. You were probably feeling capable and competent. Your capability, confidence in yourself and competence does not change just because you have had this guy pissing in your ear. 

You are no different. Don't let this person change you unless you want him to. 

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20 hours ago, Luciana Flora said:

Cause I know I would look crazy if I did that. And I knew he hadn't done anything to justify that reaction… so I just tried to avoid the conversation. This is a practical example of how my emotions get in the way of my relationships or simply a conversation with someone I'm meeting now.


It sounds to me like you handled this with great kindness, consciousness and grace. You owned your triggers and reactions as your own and held the space for you to connect with someone. Yes, you had your self-critical reactions but that’s ok. You have us to work through all of that. I think it was nice that you let this stranger who probably has social anxiety feel safe with you. That’s huge. It may have been awkward and uncomfortable, but this is huge.  

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So basically, this is a nicer way of saying this year is going to get crazier than last year 😅. That's all I needed to know. Could be great source material for my comic in the coming future👍. Lets see those cracks on the wall. 

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Interesting side note about the convergence.

 

A Facebook friend who as far as I know is not really into new age stuff made post asking if time has been all wibbly wobbly lately.

 

Several people responded positively.

 

One even commented that she feels that we have been on a different timeline since Friday, Jan 7.

 

I thought it was interesting that even people outside of our little group are noticing something happening.

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On 1/10/2022 at 12:47 PM, Heidi said:

This is quite personal, but I feel safe sharing some things here and think this dovetails with the Nexus and current OLs of the year.

 

Last Monday, I had a total breakdown. I realized I needed to completely give up alcohol. I've tried for years negotiating about only drinking on the weekends or abstaining from hard liquor and only drinking beer, but it never works out in the long run for me -- the deals I try to make with myself. I have small children and I want to set a good example for them.

 

I realized how tired I was of self-medicating, waking up with a hangover and feelings of self-loathing, living in a fog. Tired of being a hypocrite -- exercising and eating well but at the same time poisoning myself.  I found myself spiraling into a pretty dark place over the last few months after some big life unexpected stressors came regarding job changes and moving into a new house, and I used alcohol to cope.

 

I've always known I've had a problem, but I've never fully admitted it to myself until that night. I know I cannot be a casual drinker as much as I'd prefer. It's all or nothing with me, and I was finally willing to quit.  As I spoke these truths aloud, I bawled my eyes out and felt a huge relief wash over me. Managing drinking has been so mentally and emotionally exhausting for me. 

 

I reached out to an online support group and it's been a huge help. I am also reading a book called This Naked Mind -- an eye-opener. Anyway, I know I have a long road ahead, but it is my hopes to make this a permanent change. I'm taking it "one day at a time" and willing to face feelings I've been stuffing for years. Been processing a lot of grief with regards to my children, my body, etc., but there's also this underlying excitement for what's ahead. For lack of better words, I feel like a brand new baby. Everything looks, feels, and sounds different, and I am actually present and awake for it. I have the Goal of Acceptance, and see that it's also the Goal for this year. Quite apt since I have finally been willing to accept this about myself. An aside, my mom is taking me to Hawaii next month and I look forward to experiencing it completely sober. 

 

Sorry if this is post is all over the place. It's hard squeeze years into a few paragraphs.

 

Happy New Year.

 

@Heidi, I woke this morning thinking about you and got this message: Better to be gently loved than shaken and stirred. I looked and could see you trying to climb a mountain and then I could see you at home in your kitchen busy distracting yourself doing "busy" stuff with an implement in your hand. It reminded me of a martini stir stick. Then I saw you (another you) move out of your body (un-merge) and walk to the side and sit down, quietly, on a comfortable chair. As I was watching you watch yourself I was getting feelings that at first I thought were my own. Was it pride? Was it admiration? Nothing quite fit and then I realized I was picking up your feelings and what stood out was awe. The self that was sitting was amazed at the beauty of herself and was taking it in. She was relieved to finally take a break from all the "busyness" and just see herself for who she was and it was beautiful to her. She quietly invited the other self to come sit with her or merge with her when she was ready. As I'm writing this out I realize that there was/is no rush and no shame around you there's just this lovely quiet and awe and taking all of you in as beautiful. ✨💞✨

 

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22 minutes ago, Maureen said:

I woke this morning thinking about you and got this message: Better to be gently loved than shaken and stirred. I looked and could see you trying to climb a mountain and then I could see you at home in your kitchen busy distracting yourself doing "busy" stuff with an implement in your hand. It reminded me of a martini stir stick. Then I saw you (another you) move out of your body (un-merge) and walk to the side and sit down, quietly, on a comfortable chair. As I was watching you watch yourself I was getting feelings that at first I thought were my own. Was it pride? Was it admiration? Nothing quite fit and then I realized I was picking up your feelings and what stood out was awe. The self that was sitting was amazed at the beauty of herself and was taking it in. She was relieved to finally take a break from all the "busyness" and just see herself for who she was and it was beautiful to her. She quietly invited the other self to come sit with her or merge with her when she was ready. As I'm writing this out I realize that there was/is no rush and no shame around you there's just this lovely quiet and awe and taking all of you in as beautiful. ✨💞✨

 

Wow, @Maureen. This brought tears. There are a lot of layers here and they all resonate. What stands out the most is the two selves and how they seem to play into my self-karma (duality) around addiction. The image of me busy in the kitchen is quite literal. It's when I'm done with all I need to do and can relax where things tend go awry (the whole "Idle hands are the devil's workshop" sort of thing).

 

I was thinking yesterday about what life might look like without my "crutches," and how it could feel to 'just be'; to sit with myself and not always need to have something (alcohol, nicotine, etc.) to simply exist. I think your message is showing me that, and thank you so much for sharing it with me. I will tuck it in my pocket and keep it forever. 💗

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On 1/10/2022 at 6:47 PM, Martha said:

This energy report is amazing. And scary. I wonder how I’ll deal with a Self Destruction year when it’s my primary. It’s been behaving so 🤞.

I know, right? Very touching but kind of scary.. lol

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On 1/10/2022 at 8:08 PM, Juni said:

Sending extra love and support to all the Scholars out there this year, BTW--you've all had an insanely heavy load to carry these last few years especially. Take care of yourselves!

Hi there 🙂

Just curiosity:  why do you think the last years have been particularly heavy to Scholars?

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5 minutes ago, Sys Lab said:

Hi there <img src=">

Just curiosity:  why do you think the last years have been particularly heavy to Scholars?

There's a huge amount going on, and Scholars are repositories for their Entities, if I remember right. I can't remember where I read it on here, though.  I hope some one can help me out with that. 

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1 hour ago, Heidi said:

 

Wow, @Maureen. This brought tears. There are a lot of layers here and they all resonate. What stands out the most is the two selves and how they seem to play into my self-karma (duality) around addiction. The image of me busy in the kitchen is quite literal. It's when I'm done with all I need to do and can relax where things tend go awry (the whole "Idle hands are the devil's workshop" sort of thing).

 

I was thinking yesterday about what life might look like without my "crutches," and how it could feel to 'just be'; to sit with myself and not always need to have something (alcohol, nicotine, etc.) to simply exist. I think your message is showing me that, and thank you so much for sharing it with me. I will tuck it in my pocket and keep it forever. <img src=">

This whole exchange reminded me of this video, which was posted by Troy somewhere a million years ago now. Sorry for the quality, this is the only one I could find-it's got subtitles at least. 

 

 

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32 minutes ago, Sys Lab said:

Hi there <img src=">

Just curiosity:  why do you think the last years have been particularly heavy to Scholars?

Excerpt from this link: 

 

EricM: In past channeling, you've mentioned that Scholar essences tend to act as “hubs,” “routers,” or “drop-boxes” for their entities, in that they function to gather and/or upload the experiences of their entity mates into the collective record.  Can you elaborate on this?


EricM: For example, does this function have any effect on a Scholar essence's Personalities, or is it a totally separate function of essence? Also, are there comparable functions that other roles perform?

 

EricM: update: i see the other roles functions have been covered in another session. We can focus more on how the Scholar function works and/or how an essence function affects their personalities

 

MEntity: Yes, each Role will have certain functions for their Entity, and each individual/Personality will also have a function for that lifetime. Most of these functions that serve the Entity are processes that Essence manages and do not touch or affect the Personality, but the more conscious the Personality, the more aware the individual may be that this function and processing is occurring.

 

For older Scholars, this often shows up as an exhausting effort to remain neutral on all counts and in all experiences. Though the state of neutrality is natural for the Scholar as Essence, the Personality does not have an easy time of being neutral. The older Scholar who is aware to some degree of this function and process of collecting and sorting data then will tend to experience conflicting positions in the life where he or she knows she should or could speak up, take a stand, offer an opinion, make a choice, etc., but feel quite painfully conflicted about having any right to interject.

 

This is a result of having to process a great deal of data that would often conflict with one's own ethics, morals, preferences, etc. so when there is any degree of consciousness involved in the function as Scholar for the entity, these ethics, morals, preferences, etc., are assumed they must be neutral or the data could get skewed.

 

As for the functions of a Personality for the Entity within any given lifetime, this is different from that of the Essence as Role. The functions of the Personality as they serve the Entity tend to show up in terms of Life Tasks.

 

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8 minutes ago, Juni said:

Excerpt from this link: 

 

EricM: For example, does this function have any effect on a Scholar essence's Personalities, or is it a totally separate function of essence? Also, are there comparable functions that other roles perform?

 

EricM: update: i see the other roles functions have been covered in another session. We can focus more on how the Scholar function works and/or how an essence function affects their personalities

 

MEntity: Yes, each Role will have certain functions for their Entity, and each individual/Personality will also have a function for that lifetime. Most of these functions that serve the Entity are processes that Essence manages and do not touch or affect the Personality, but the more conscious the Personality, the more aware the individual may be that this function and processing is occurring.

 

For older Scholars, this often shows up as an exhausting effort to remain neutral on all counts and in all experiences. Though the state of neutrality is natural for the Scholar as Essence, the Personality does not have an easy time of being neutral. The older Scholar who is aware to some degree of this function and process of collecting and sorting data then will tend to experience conflicting positions in the life where he or she knows she should or could speak up, take a stand, offer an opinion, make a choice, etc., but feel quite painfully conflicted about having any right to interject.

 

This is a result of having to process a great deal of data that would often conflict with one's own ethics, morals, preferences, etc. so when there is any degree of consciousness involved in the function as Scholar for the entity, these ethics, morals, preferences, etc., are assumed they must be neutral or the data could get skewed.

 

As for the functions of a Personality for the Entity within any given lifetime, this is different from that of the Essence as Role. The functions of the Personality as they serve the Entity tend to show up in terms of Life Tasks.

 

Awesome, Juni! Thanks 😉

 

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1 minute ago, Sys Lab said:

Awesome, Juni! Thanks 😉

By the way, I edited the original comment because the first part of the question that makes the rest make sense didn't come over at first. 

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36 minutes ago, Juni said:

There's a huge amount going on, and Scholars are repositories for their Entities, if I remember right. I can't remember where I read it on here, though.  I hope some one can help me out with that. 

 

@Juni, this may be more than you wanted but I think it's a great explanation.

 

Releasing Experience Energies

 

Excerpt from TT: 2008-12-14

 

Kathryn41:  Scholars are said to hold experience energies in their bodies that may manifest as physical ailments or problems. What advice would Michael offer for releasing these types of energies (I suspect I am experiencing these problems right now)

 

MEntity:  Our response would be two-fold:

 

Absorbing, Carrying, Processing experiences for a Scholar is so intrinsic that for a Scholar to ask this is almost the same as someone asking, “Essences are said to have bodies when they incarnate to the Physical Plane; what advice is there for alleviating Essence from having a body?” We point this out because it is a valid reality and substance that a Scholar contends with more than other Essences. In other words, it is not your imagination.

 

Scholars not only absorb, carry, and process their own experiences, the experiences of those within observational proximity, but they share the work of being “drop points” for Entity members they may never even have known existed.

 

Scholars are the equivalent of hubs and routers in many ways for the Entity and Cadre.

 

Kathryn41:  So, I guess I am asking about how to process more effectively

 

MEntity:  The second part of our response would be more specific to your question and that would be that Scholars would do well to create a ritual that allows for them to “upload” or “clear their cache.”

 

This can be done by simply sitting, standing, opening the arms, feet apart a bit, and consciously feeling the “LIFT” of energy being released to Essence. The wider this sense of openness, the more likely the effect will be profound and valid.

 

Close the eyes, open the arms, and imagine the flow of release from all extremities moving to and through and out the Heart “up” to Essence.

 

For most Scholars, the “tingle” will be tangible as the release flows.

 

Ingun:  Like surrender it to Essence?

 

MEntity:  Yes, Ingun, that is correct.

 

The reason this is a valid practice for Scholars is because the Personality often “holds on to” all of the collected energy until it is UNDERSTOOD.

 

And much of what is collected cannot and will not be processed by the Personality.

 

Kathryn41:  any recommendations on how often to perform this ‘ritual’?

 

Marion:  would this work for other roles as well?

 

MEntity:  Adding to the physical actions of this release, a simple, ecstatic phrase/mantra during the release might be: “I don’t have to understand it all.”

 

Kathryn41:  (oooo – it works! I just tried it!)

 

Ingun:  Well isn’t that a way all of us could use, like when we don’t understand or can’t cope with something … just give it over to Essence?

 

MEntity:  Kathryn, we would suggest doing this any time you felt the impulse. Once it is done, one might begin to sense when one starts to “fill up” and needs to clear.

 

Ingun and Marion: yes, we would agree. All fragments could do well to update, upload, and release accumulated experiences to Essence.

 

In fact, this would help alleviate the burden on your fellow Scholars for doing it for you.

 

What we described here is not the same thing as “surrender” when one is within a situation one cannot control.

 

This is simply a clearing practice for releasing that which Personality does not have the capacity for processing or is already ready for uploading to Essence.

 

Keep in mind that while Essence does have the capacity for observing and being a part of the most intimate details of your life, it is rather blind without the Personality’s openness and sustaining of consciousness.

 

Many fragments wait until Astral review during dreams, or between lives, to update Essence. The practice we described can help with keeping that line open to Essence and relieving the Body from unnecessary weights to process.

 

For Scholars, it can be, as we said, “I don’t have to UNDERSTAND it all.” For the Expression Axis it can be “I don’t have to SAY/CREATE it all.” For the Action Axis, it can be “I don’t have to DEFEND/LEAD everything!” And for the Inspirational Axis it might be “I don’t have to TEND/HEAL it all!” Or more simply put: “I don’t have to Understand/Express/Do/Be it all!”

 

Speaking this during the simple meditation we offered, and speaking it with realization, not defense, can be profound.

 

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3 minutes ago, Juni said:

For older Scholars, this often shows up as an exhausting effort to remain neutral on all counts and in all experiences. Though the state of neutrality is natural for the Scholar as Essence, the Personality does not have an easy time of being neutral. The older Scholar who is aware to some degree of this function and process of collecting and sorting data then will tend to experience conflicting positions in the life where he or she knows she should or could speak up, take a stand, offer an opinion, make a choice, etc., but feel quite painfully conflicted about having any right to interject.

 

I'll offer my take on this. I agree with this comment. I am a Scholar cast Scholar and a lot of the time I am making as conscious as I can for where I am in my life and whatever pressures I am juggling, choices, about IF I can learn from someone else in my entity's experience. I often can learn, but the challenge is creating time and energy to learn from someone else's experience. If I can quickly identify and distinguish that I can't learn from someone else's experience, or if someone else's experience is an experience I have learned from already, then another person's experience is simply that, which I guess as a Scholar, I upload and file for posterity (whatever it is Scholars do for their entity). Meaning, that uploading an experience which is for me, something I have learned already, is easy, and takes no data from me to upload. 

 

If an experience of my entity member is however new for me, then I am not the quickest uploading Scholar for that experience, as I am normally interested/attracted/repelled by that same lesson and my learning needs then factor into it (if I have time to learn from this experience too, and half of the time, I don't), so therefore a Scholar can have moral distress at realising on some level that I/we could be learning more, but due to time/space/resource/energy/family commitments/work commitments/running out of energy constraints of the physical plane, we have no time/resources to process the new experience, so neutrality is attempted at, but it might in reality be a half baked upload to the akashic, if you get what I mean. There could be a few interested cords to the new experience from the interested Scholar doing the uploading, if you know what I mean, perhaps. 

 

I would be interested to hear what other Scholars have to say about new experiences that their entity mates email to them for uploading and how they manage their "neutrality", when in actuality the Scholar doing the uploading is naiive of the experience, and may have quite the investment/interest/stake in the experience lol. 

 

Thanks @Juni for finding this transcript.

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12 minutes ago, Maureen said:

This can be done by simply sitting, standing, opening the arms, feet apart a bit, and consciously feeling the “LIFT” of energy being released to Essence. The wider this sense of openness, the more likely the effect will be profound and valid.

 

Close the eyes, open the arms, and imagine the flow of release from all extremities moving to and through and out the Heart “up” to Essence.

 

For most Scholars, the “tingle” will be tangible as the release flows.

@Maureen this is true for both my wife (Artisan cast Scholar) and I, it works. I often go around at home looking like Maria from The Sound of Music arms outstretched on top of the mountain, looking relieved, which must look intriguing to onlookers lol. 

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